Entry for March 6, 2007

Hey! I am back! I wasn't going to re-open my blog site, however, a few of my friends urged my to do so. So, here I am! I have been working constantly and that is why I had stopped writing as much as I should have. Get this, as much as I have been working, my job for some reason did not put my direct deposit in the bank! (as if I just don't need my money!) I am trying to not get stressed but we all know how hard that can be when it comes to paying bills, etc. I called my manager today already and she is going to find out who to talk to. On a PKU note, I am doing very well as of right now, even if I do say so myself. I am planning on taking a bloodtest Friday morning before I go running. I have found that if I set a date for my bloodtest, I am more likely to do better on my food. I have a dry erase calander on my closet door and I write appointments, work schedule, PKU chat sessions, and bloodtests dates on it. If I set an exact date on my bloodtest, it is harder to rationalize "cheating" even a little bit. I have a clinic visit set for March 20th. I am actually really excited. I am not sure if I have told you this story, but the people at this clinic took care of me when I was a child until I was 12 years old. All I ever heard from them was bitching and nagging ( sorry) about being overweight. I was an extremely overweight child and they felt the need to constantly belittle me about it. I am sure they had good intentions, but it came out all wrong. I hated going to clinic and always felt bad about myself. They were not the only people that made me feel bad about myself, don't get me wrong, but I believe it could have been handled in a much better way. Well back to my point... I am not longer very overweight and I eat fairly well and I excersize daily. I know this may sound like bragging, but I promise, that is NOT how I mean it. I just actually feel good enough about myself as a person right now that I am excited about going to this clinic. I have been to clinic in North Carolina and South Carolina since my last visit to the clinic in Alabama. I loved both of those very much. my dieticians were fabDABulous! I will give credit where credit is due... My dietician(now), Alicia, seems wonderful. I have never met her, but have talked to her many times. I am hoping Charles is going to get to go with me but I won't know until the week of the appointment. He seems like he wants to come. But it is his work that we won't know about until then. Well, I will let you go for now, I will write soon!