I thought I might give a little more background information about myself today.  I was on diet strictly until about age 11.  Then I started the dreaded "cheating".  Puberty will do it to you everytime, if you aren't careful, LOL.  I hated being different and everyone knew it.  I began cheating with chips and Grapenuts cereal.  My parents weren't stupid, but they didn't know how to stop it.  By age 12 my mother had enough and she decided, "I am not putting my daughter through this anymore!"  she "let"me go completely off diet.  I love my mother but I wish somehow momma and daddy could have stopped me.  It has been so very hard getting back on diet.  Iwent through high school and graduated college from Huntingdon College in Montgomery, Alabama.  I graduated with a degree in English and a double minor in Psychology and Sociology.  But it was  uphill struggle the whole time.  I had serious depression problems and had to withdraw from school in 1996 for overdosing.  I got married in 2001 and suddenly found out i was pregnant in 2003.  We lost the baby (which we were going to name Maggieshea) due to extremely high blood levels.  We soon divorced.  After we lost Maggieshea there was always a tension between us.  It was never the same.  February 14th, 2005 Charles asked me out.  I am so thankful everyday for such a wonderful guy.  We put me back on diet in April 2006 and so far so good.  I just have to take it one day after another.  That is all I can do.