A fear profound, buried, unaware
Betrayal in friendships leaves me bare
I dont trust anyone, i firmly believe,
When I lose a friend, some thing dies, I re live
My knowing , a doubt or two
When did I trust, and not have a clue
Have you ever been cheated?
With lots of care, so ill treated?
A strong mind, emotions retarded
The feelings were so well guarded
The mourning, the cleansing, the awakening
The promise, never to give way to weakening
..and the eternal search, I am not alone
Never trusted a friend, inscribed on my tombstone
and yet betrayed, a dozen times
Even the anger on myself sublimes
How I do not know my mind yet
The child in me, i have not still met
Peacefully weaving dreams
A good friend, again my face beams
All the acquaintance to finally know
fast on romance and friendship slow
Talk not of wasted affection dear
Affection was never wasted here
The warmth was not meant to be
and yet i felt it for you within me..
The light will fade and shadow disappear
Did I see another friend here?
And i lost my woes, forgot the past
Sincerely wanted friendship to last
If i own you, i lose and I lose a lot
I know them, they will lose you not
Be there with them, and find me
If I trust you again, remind me
I have been cheated in friendship before
Do I need to be ill treated more?
Remind me My friend, and I swear
No one in this life time will know, I care.
