| LISA, SO EVERY 1 WILL KNOW -I'M SORRY! |
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| I Held a Jewel by Emily Dickinson I held a jewel in my fingers And went to sleep The day was warm, and winds were prosy I said, "Twill keep" I woke - and chide my honest fingers, The Gem was gone And now, an Amethyst remembrance Is all I own |
| I felt it would b better not 2 remember u, 2 never entertain the thought of your kiss upon my soul, but I longed 2 feel the fire of your hot, hungering lips, lovingly pressed against mine, the tender whispers u uttered softly in the nite, once filled a part of my life but still, we couldn't make it through the storm, So now that things have changed, there will always b a special place only u, the mother of my seed will hold deep n my heart, and I will cherish in my memories, the lovin' smile in your eyes, the softness, the warmth, the wetness of our bodies as we lay entwined 2gether @ nite the the smell of us that filled the air, the moist breath that rushed from my lungs across your nape & n 2 your hair the taste of me & u then the flavor of us - not 2 - but 1- as we would cum, & then u would turn & cradle your backside & nestle in 2 my chest, my thigh would straddle your hip as we close our eyes 2 rest. the sensuality that ------ummmmm wait i'm sorry. my thoughts were dreaming,drifting,savoring,sifting a time, of us wafting thru the corridors of my mind. i've seem 2 have gotten off msg. i miss the way u made me feel as if everything revolved around me, how u would just call me up 2 tell me the silliest things, i miss the way it feels 2 be your sun, moon and stars, 2 wake up 2 a wonderful day and smile, 4 your voice is the first thing i hear. i miss the way it feels 2 be a part of u. holding you in my arms, cursing myself. regretting what i've done, knowing it will never mend. calling your name out loud,and all the things i said. i know why u went away, u don't need 2 explain. not much left that i can say, u didn't need the pain. lying flat on my back, face up 2 the sky. counting all the stars, 4 all the times I made you cry. i loved u, i hurt u, i pushed u far away. i love u, i want u, but u didn't need the pain. i said i loved u, w/all my heart. yet u chose 2 leave our love behind, u chose 4 us 2 part. 4 its the the way i failed, and u chose 2 leave that day -- i'm sorry, My Love . . . What else can i say? me~ 2004-01-16, 3:27:25 AM |