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this is in response to the previous entry.
i think in the previous "entry" i wrote that i had given my life to God, or rather suggested it. Anyways as i lay thinking, as i often do nowadays, i realized something. i thought that i had given my life to God but that is not so. i realized that what i had given was not my life but my future. i trust God totally with my future, it's in his hands. but what exactly does it mean to give your life to God? i guess i means to live out every second for him. to do as he desires not as I do. To suffer for him, be humilified for him, not to boast in my pride, but humble knowing that the things that i had accomplished would have been impossible had it not been for God. so basically, i guess, to me, giving up your life to God is to live for him and for his purpose only. to die for him, not just a quick death, but to be a martyr to the faith to endure through physical and mental torment to trust every aspect completely to God. unfortunately, i dont think im ready for that but still i remain hopeful, Lord that you will transform me so that i may have the honor or being humilified and persecuted for you.
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