...JIMMY...

5/25/0912:28AM(My Room) Times has been so hectic lately, I don't know what to do, I guess there's nothing I can do. All I know is, there's been a lot of misunderstandings of one of another and I don't want to lose you. Please don't give up on us this easily. I know your strong, yet very emotional, and it's okayys! I'm here for you. I promise I can make you happy again if you just gave me the chance. I'll give you the time and space you need. I know I've made you happy and you made me happy as well, we worked soo well with each other. We're like apples and a basket! we work well together haha! bad analogy but you know what I mean. I know I haven't been doing a good job getting to know the other side of you, and I'm sorry for assuming that it wasn't how you, but it actually was, I guess when u were with me before, you've always been so happy and that was the joyest moments of my life. But now, I guess its up to you. I've been thinking really hard and it hasn't been easy and i know you've been thinking a lot lately too and also it hasn't been easy for you. All I wanna say is, I'm willing to take the worse, not ready, but I will, if that's what makes you happy. But please be sure that is what you want. Keep asking yourself the question, and if "i dunnno" comes out one hundred times, keep trying. I know you can do it. But all I want is for you to be happy, even if it doesn't work out for me.
5/23/093:53AM(Mikes Room) Who ever thought time can fly so fast. Just to let you know, me and Vania broke up a little bit after our 4 months. Things weren't just working out well, and I honestly wasn't happy anymore. I just wanna let people know I did not cheat/nor disrespect Vania in anyway throughout our whole relationship. Now, I don't wanna sound like I got over her fast but I am now officially with RondeeJoyTan and she's been awesome to me. Recently its been hard because she lives up in northern jersey but I visit once in a while. I trust her. I really do. Yesterday was our one monthaversery and we just spent the day with Ann Tianco, our other good best friend. We chilled at the park and saw Night at the museum 2 and it was pretty good. Just right now, it seems that everyone knows something that me and rondee should know but isnt telling us and its pissing us off. I really hate it when any person is mad but another person is being really childish and self-centered which makes me wanna punch him in the face sometimes. I really want to confront things to people that i know but its just not the right time. Rondee im sorry for what we have to go through this early in our relationship but better now than never i suppose. I hope what we're going through is going to make us stronger and better for our future. <3
12/2/0811:50PM (In Vania's Room) So wow..I havent written in here in exactly 3 months, and heres the 3 months in a summary. You see, I was just walking by the sac, when this familiar voice goes, "Hey Jimmy!" and i said hi, and she tells me to stop and wait for her. She's an old friend named Vania Luu. I met her during my early highschool years. Well anyway, we talk for a bit and I drove her home. I find out shes a a genius in math, and she finds out im a dumbass in math. Haha, so she becomes my tutor. Weeks and weeks of this, she did help me pass my math tests but i still somehow manage to get only an ok grade. I start to get comfortable around her, becomes a cool friend, and i liked her. She then invites me to her cousins birthday party down which her cousin happens to be in my Chinese class. After the party, I took her to the art museum and walked around, went up the stairs and took pictures. She rarely takes pictures and she was open up to me. After that, I dropped her off at home, pretty late, and after she went inside, I go around the house, (knowing me and how cheesy I am,) i started to throw coins because i couldnt find rocks and threw them at her window. A few seconds later, the motion sensor lights came on in the front of the house.. UH OH!.. if its her dad im screwed.. but it was her.. and thats still bad.. (not the way i imagined, and definitely not like how its in the movies.. haha).. and then i walk her back to the door and i asked her out. She didnt know what to say so i said its ok, i can wait so she can think about it. Probably almost a week later she gave me an answer.. she said she'll give me a chance when winter break starts. haha.. (that did not work out so well). Well anyways.. We got together.. We made our date Dec.1.2009 and shes the bestest girlfriend ever. I'm actually close to her family now, and it feels good. I introduced her to my mom already and she now knows. Shes pretty ok with it... i guess. But let me tell you this, these last couple of months with her has been amazing..<3
9/2/086;49PM(In my Room) Wow, this summer, I have to say would be De best summer. I made a lot of amazing new people that became friends. Even 3 great people from Canada! haha ill never forget them. Man, today was my first day back to school and I pretty much went to bed at 5AM. Why? I had such an adventurous night. On the verge of going to bed with a few friends at 2AM, we decided.. "Hey, lets go swimming!" LOL! it was the best, but yeah, it wasn't the first time we did something like that haha. Well now schools back, and i SOooooOO cant wait till summer! again. <3-W-Town<3
8/8/084:05AM(@Mikes) The night before I leave Williamstown to go to my miserable work lifestyle. To me, I belive this is my home. A place where I can always be happy and feel free. Not that I am saying Philly is a bad place to be, I just don't feel that I can be who I am when I am there. I had a path in my life that was just answered today. It can no longer be persued in, therefore it sucks knowing that I have no chance. But in reality,I really can't be mad. can i? On the otherhand, I have met and made new great friends here. And I just want to thank them all for accepting me for who I am, and what I am. And it all really goes down to my one true old, great forever, bro/best-friend/beh(lol).. (Michael Mangulabnan). Love you bro, no homo. haha!
6/8/0810:40PM(@work) First off, just wanna say happy birthday Joanna Lu Then I just want to say scratch my whole previous journal entry. It's always the same... I really thought this one was different but yet again, i was wrong. Just like how Amy Zheng and Peyton Sawyer says best, "People Always Leave."
2/23/0810:19AM So my best friend is officially Donna Lu. For the last 3 months, I've grown closer to this one person than anyone in the past 19 years of my life. She has helped me find the true meaning of being a friend. She helped me show a side of me that no one either chose,wanted,or refused to see. Thank-you.
So yeah, last night was pretty crazy, Me, Chinh, Jen, Donna, and Will went to go see the movie Shutter but it was sold out, AGAIN!. So we picked Juno to watch. I thought it was good and cute. After the movies we went to my house and played Super Smash brothers and than after 6 brawls, I took everyone home. And certain people know what happens after that.. lol.. Dog! Light! ahhh!!! LMAO! scariest thing I ever did..
Donna Lu = BFF

2/10/084:26AM Man.. just came back from Club Shampoo... first time i've been to a club. Was pretty weird.. lol.. Met a lot of people i didnt expect to see there. Yanyi, phia, Lily, were the main ones i was with most of the time. I can't belive I saw Lina there.. after all these years.. im glad u still remember me. Josh, tien and their crew. Raecel! haha.. Kiem so drunk! =P danced with random ppl.. so funny seeing kiem getting turned down so many times.. haha. OMG RED BULL WAS 5 DOLLARS! -_-.. lol.. but i still bought one. but yeah. im dead tired, and i got a Dragon dance performance in the morning at Dougherty! be there!

10/13/0712:02AM Well, im 19 now.. my birthday was on the 9th. Was really looking forward for my birthday party that i planned to celebrate today.(12th). Ended up being a disaster. I just wanna thank Danno, Steve, Camren, Matt for coming to Chinatown to treat me out. Thanks. Cyberzone ended up being a disaster. I reserved it and they had nothing prepared for me ugh. wasted like an hour there. So we just decided to go back to trungs and play poker. =[ sooo disapppinted right now..

8/13/075:35AM Man.. just finished season 2 of Hana Yori Dango! sniff.. so touching... heh. What should i watch next?

8/12/072:38AM Currently watching HYD season two right now... and I'M AN OFFICAL TEMPLE STUDENT NOW! WOOT!

8/7/072:30AM
Just completed Hana Yori Dango. It was pretty cute. haha. OH no! Summer Bridge Finals in the morning! blah.. gotta buy a red bull in the morning.. Red Bull gives you wings! xD

7-23-07
Wowsers! I learned how to make a paper heart today.. well i made one. Yep.. Thu taught/showed me. Haha.. Mine looked horrible compared to hers. But I will get better.. i think. lol. well yeah.. omg Phillipines! lol.. what a coincidence... out of the whole world...

7-17-07
You have no soul if u didnt cry while watching 1 litre of tears. Omg i cried more than i imagined. Just finished watching it. I have a soul. *crying*...

7-16-07
Wow.. its 2:15AM.. and i got class in a few hours. Was finishing up my homework, and then was able to watch episode 9 of One Litre of Tears. Yes i know im late. And yes Steph and Chinh i know u guys told me to watch it like last year or so, but i dont know. I guess some thing made me want to watch it. Or It was just that I'm actually into watching asian epidsode series. Man.. Its like every episode almost made me tear. My eyes got watery.. lol. Man.. i miss this feeling in me.. of being emotional. I almost forgot that I had it. But yeah.. so far its great. Well eh. thats what i had in my mind. Be sure to check out Hana Kimi and Iswak. =p this loser at chinese school made me watch them. mwahaha jk jk. xD

7-10-07
Heh.. sorry I'm not ganna write everyday, its suppose to be whats on my mind in a while. Well Today, went to Dourney Park with Uoc, Trung, My and Danielle. It was mad fun. Yet it was blazing hot. Rides, to wave pool, and more rides. Then outta no where boom! A thunderstorm hit, it was crazy. The whole park was like in a stampede for shelter. We were running to our lockers an Uoc busted his ass! lol. was mad fun. I thought it was a great way to end our day there.. haha.. a thunderstorm.

7-09-07
Wow.. College.. its crazy. Yes I am a to be freshman in college at Temple University for those who dont know. *wink* *wink*. Shocked? Yes i am too. Time is going by so fast. High School was really crap. It was probably the worse 4 years in school of my life. Luckily I made a lot of new friends during 8th grade summer vacation to get me through these years. You guys know who you are. Yeah, I decided to come back to geocities because im still Anti-Myspace. I only had a Myspace going for just a couple of personal reasons/senior project. Well my summer so far? Ive made a couple of new friends. Was befriended by a couple. (not sure would i consider them friends in the first place.. thought they were. Well yeah, since going to Temple ive made up with a couple of friends that i havent seen since middle and elementary school. It's been pretty good. I learn more things in Temple in one day then a whole month in Northeast,lol. Its crazy but its a challenge but im willing to take it. Well I guess thats all for now. Thanks for reading. At least you care to take the time to read about me. xD