Posted by Cheeky [Cheeky] on November 24, 1999 at 08:37:44 {BlpRHB6gpc0agrEMBCZM/TLhkFm5FU}:
In Reply to: **With a Bang posted by Tantalus on November 23, 1999 at 21:11:14:
Hi Tantalus,
Thanks for responding (kindly as usual). I just get curious where the anger is all coming from, because , the shoe, and the cockroach, the squishing under the shoe......all that. Just seems a little bit extreme to me. I also start to wonder if your anger is doesn't cloud your reasoning powers.
There are many other religions that are responsible for huge blood shed, and guilty of misleading their people as well. There are the giant corporations that target to kill our childern with smoking.....this enrages me. There are a lot of things wrong with this place and I just question your judgement with all of your anger directed at one thing. Same reason why a doctor wouldn't operate on someone they love. To close to the pain.
I have indeed always questioned everything that I do, and I will be getting some answers over the mediator thing as well, but if I don't like the answer or agree with it 100% I don't think I will throw the baby out with the bath water.
A part of me just wants to take away your pain, so that you can enjoy your life, because you are filled with hostility and it is going to eat you alive. That is mostly what caught my attention about your post. For your own sake.....even if you can't forgive how you feel about the whole thing, at least don't let it consume your life.