Posted by SEVEREINSULTGB! [Scallywagger] on November 16, 1999 at 12:01:20 {pRztWiaeukpMuytWXWd2oYsWI6yeU2}:
In Reply to: Final Post -- Maybe posted by ros4GB on November 15, 1999 at 18:20:39:
Okay look, I am done sobbing over this post and the rage has settled too. I thought it best I get it out of my self before I try to post and comprehend WHAT THE HECK IT IS YOU ARE PULLING! Pardon me, I must emphasize that to get your attention.
This post has shook me up to no end. Yet, I'm not seeking violence. I am trying hard everyday, to understand what it is you fear so much. What keeps you from just going out the front door of Bethel and going to Dateline, 20/20 ABCNews or any other sourse( for godsake, their right there in new york) and say " I am a member of the gb of jw's, aka wtbts. I want to expose the lies and bible manipulation and biblically fraudulant scriptures that force members to deny blood to stay alive, the intrnet insert and every other lie I have proof that is true". Go to every avaiable source brother and tell the world. You and Ray could do it together.
This long-winded post has got me very upset because you seem to minimize a lot of issues and peoples pain. You don't have a clue as to, yes, how debilitating the control it still has on me. You don't think i'm not painfully aware of that Fact in my life everyday. You think going to a therapist every week is gonna fix what you and your buddies obliterated as far as the family system goes? Shunning policies sever and rip hearts of youngsters. You don't heal that kind of bomb-wound! You live and try to deal with it everyday in every way mister.
You tell me how to shed the wt crap off of my back and I'll do it with all the strenght I have left.
Some magic potion you have in your bookbag brother? Do share the secret with us. Bandaids don't work.
When you say YOU NEED to wait for some type of golden opportunity to spring your chicken, so to speak...you are messing...once again...with the lives of many people and especially INNOCENT CHILDREN. You act as if you are sme sort of angel here and the time master. COUNT THE KIDS IN KH's BROTHER. How many need a blood trans? And how many loyal parents will deny it?ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhget going brother. put those walking shoes on!!
Wouldn't it be heartfelt for you, if thats still possible(yes, truth is jolting-because it's rare), to leave this world knowing you exposed and brought to spectacular light, the most incredible lie's ever told in the face of American Religion(we all know thats a farce now too)? gO TO THE HISTORY CHANNEL. gO TO THE PRESS. Go to the people now and set them free before you go. You are playing with peoples lives!! Plain and simple. What are they gonna do, shoot you? Put a contract out on you, what is keeping you from talking out loud? Shunning? Once the world knows the truth, shunning will be a joke to everyone. Dont you see, you are doing more harm than good.
And as far as Ros goes, I'm sorry i doubted HER. You used her and you never thought or cared about her feelings or reputation. You must have known it would cause, even her friends and some collieges to question her and get abrupt. Please don't insult my intelligence on that issue. It's already too painfully EVIDENT that you and your partners are narrcissitic and won't glory...even in the bringing down of the tower. YOU WANT THE GLORY. YOU ADMITTEDY ARE WAITING FOR YOUR TIME TO COME. (caps lock, sorry)
Where are those shoes brother? Where is your heart?
scally, who has email interview w/ local news on the wt websites
What are you waiting for? Again, you play with peoples emotions and spirit. That is grave and unsettling. You are dangling gold in front of us only to yank it back...then try to explain why you NEEDED to dangle it in the first place. Yet now, you control the dangling. ~~too many tears~~and rage.
I've said my peace here. Next WILL be the media.