Posted by CriedAndPuked [Scallywagger] on November 15, 1999 at 09:54:40 {AS5l1tybL6pMuytWXWd2oYsWI6yeU2}:
In Reply to: **Which Way to "Salvation"? posted by WitnetObserver on November 15, 1999 at 07:52:48:
It was a dirty job you just did, but someone had to do it. I'm curious, after sitting and writing what you just did, does it help in anyway, your healing process. I mean, to sit and get that out...the truth as YOU know it and see it TO BE, and verbally release it(your truth), are you emotional exhausted and maybe a little nauses when you see what came out of you. To see the truth in writing as you have put it here in your post, causes great uproar in me. Like ex-dub said..."one more pothole" sets you back.
So, what happens to you physically, emotionally, mentally and always, spiritually after you post, in my opinion, a brilliant true picture of what really goes in inside the walls of the tower? Because after i read it, I felt for you and what may have been going on w/ you as you wrote it. Are you feeling okay in everyway now? Did it affect you in those ways mentioned above?
I write like this (detailed repetitive questions) in order for the reader to be clear on what it is i'm seeking.
I sincerely hope, no, believe (wish i could predict-hehe) that your post would in FACT, affect thousands lurking...even my mom. She doesn't have a computer. It's gonna broadside her and cause much, much damage. That's a lot of pain in my heart. Thanx for you and Randy and Kent and AF and soooo many other who, like me, will stay in this until we see the walls crumble. I know they don't endorse my visions...they are all just a great part of my recovery. Not to mention precious MOMMIE DARK!~sigh~ She's pulled me out of some pretty hot rage. She can be found at Randy's site @Freeminds.org Roses Cantina i believe.
Scally, wishing all the lurkers good will and strength to stay on the net to keep yourself informed daily...prepare and research...prepare and research. Prepare for your heart's sake. Research for your mind's sake.