Posted by foryearsmisled [Guest] on November 14, 1999 at 22:21:36 {fiuUEQ5dxUMPx18PHtJEni6QXcPL8M}:
I feel that I have already started that process. I unlike others, and I mean no criticsm of them, decided not just to fade away, by missing a few meetings and appearing to become 'weak'. I took a course that is not generally recommended for peace of mind, namely I resigned and a week later attended my last meeting. I have not been disfellowshipped and therefore that leaves me the opportunity to talk to others when the time is right. But make no mistake, I mean what I say when I qoted Christ's words that you cannot sew new patches on old wineskins. There is no reason to carry on a campaign of some type of subversive action towards the Watchtower Organization. Our Heavenly Father will sort them out in due course, so there is no need to worry or act bitterly towards them, as they really mean nothing to me anymore. However, I do agree that to a certain extent that some investigation is necessary, even as part of a healing process. Although I feel that it is somewhat of a waste of time to reveiw faulty WT dogma, I feel drawn like a moth to this investigation and cannot believe how gullible I was. As to exposing the errors, I would prefer to leave this until such time as 1) my family is out of their influence and can see the 'truth' for what it is, (this is my main immediate objective) or 2) I am hauled before a judicial comittee. At that time they will find that they should have let sleeping dogs lie, for I will spare no amount of effort or resource in exposing them.
MFY