Posted by ExDub [ExDub] on November 14, 1999 at 17:41:11 {fiuUEQ5dxUS2pgVcL2CgYwT5J/kZ46}:
In Reply to: **HOSTILITY posted by ToAll...PlzRead on November 14, 1999 at 15:55:47:
Grief. I'm not an expert by a long shot. I deal with dying mostly and it is not on a deep, counseling level.
That said, Yes, what you are feeling sure appears to be grief. It seems to me that it is a deep and abiding grief from a lifetime of sadness and suffering. Like I said, I'm not a professional.
There's one thing to understand. When anyone posts angry, people react. Even I react. Sometimes over a forum like this it is impossible to tell what is going on and we human beings all react to what is exactly before us.
THEN, get two grieving, angry people together, and there can certainly be a big clash, as we've seen here already.
I don't mean to get personal, but if you have not seen a counselor, you might consider that. You have gone through more in one lifetime that any one person should ever have to.
I think your post brings it home to all of us that there are truly suffering people here. And the WTS often piles their own brand of "abuse" on top of abuses already suffered.
Thank you for allowing us to see inside your life. It was painful to read about. But it was enlightening.
I wish I had exactly the right words for you to help ease what you have gone through and are going through.
ExDub