Posted by Sunspot [Sunspot] on November 05, 1999 at 17:46:07 {6xiCHW3gJ2/CPYT8orz2ebMrN7e8s2}:
In Reply to: Blue as a Smurf posted by Smurf on November 04, 1999 at 20:46:30:
Guilt is such a terrible thing to live with, it eats away at you constantly. You are in so much pain, I can see that.
You need to let go, now, and put some distance between the event you "think" you may have caused, and the new day you have tomorrow.
Pray for God to take your burden and make it easier for you to bear, and then LET Him take it off your shoulders.
Do you have a Mental Health Clinic near you that offers counseling, or a doctor that could reccommend someone to help you? I don't know what your fiancial situation is, but help IS available these days for all folks who need it.
Please don't be so tough on yourself, okay? You have suffered enough.......let your heart begin to heal now.
with much love,
Sunspot