Posted by RaeStar [RaeStar] on November 05, 1999 at 07:53:03 {6xiCHW3gJ26ii1RkHmngqsg.U1ZUXU}:
It seems that my thread got lost among the masses somewhere.. so.. I'm re-posting this on a different subject....
Nothing you've said so far has freaked me out at all. In fact, that all sounds like normal experiences to me. Rather tip of the iceburg if you ask me.
Ok.. I have a very wobbly train of thought, so.. this my skip about a bit..
First of all..
"On that point, remember the case of Jacob and Esau. Jacob was 'chosen' from the womb! "
No, I don't remember! :) Is there some certain scriptures you might point out for me?
I am not a Jehovah's Witness, I am actually an eclectic Wiccan (a pagan religion) I am familiar with the JW beliefs as I was "raised" this way. However, I never believed it to be the "true" religion, therefore, I do have some basic bible knowledge, but.. I left. Now, I don't believe Wicca to be the "true" religion either, but.. it gives me alot more spiritual, physical, and mental freedom which I need at this point in my life.
On a more personal note.. Antique is not my father, she is my mother :)
Alright, now.. I understand that whole thing in Matthew (I think that's where it is) about the coin and the annointing or sealing of the chosen people. But, I just don't feel that it pertains to me. I've never felt that I'm going to heaven. I always had this feeling that I should partake of the passover wine and cakes, but.. I never did because everyone always told me that I was too young to be one of the annointed. But, when I really sat down and thought about it, the thought of being in heaven downright scares me. I believe that I am meant to be on earth, not heaven.. perhaps somewhere in between? (does such a place even exist?)
As for past life experiences, I have flashes of what seems to be a memory here and there, but nothing is very cognasant and it fades very quickly. I do feel that I used to be a man. Usually when I tell people that, they freak out and tell me I'm mental.
Now.. as for experiences, I've had three spirit beings following me around for as long as I can remember. That sort of blows the theory of a guardian angel out of the water, since most people only have one. They do have names, and they do speak to me. Nobody else has seen them, but one person I know did say he felt it's presence and stated it's name. This person also has had some "strange" experiences. He is very secrative about anything having to do with God, and he told me that once him and a few other boys went on a trip to "find God" for a sunday school thing or something.. I forget why. And he says that he FOUND God. He says that God talked to him, but.. he can't tell me what God says. He has a very firm belief in this, and I'm thinking about asking him more about it to see if I may get some answers.
Alright, I can't think in a straight line anymore at the moment.. I'm going to go read over Revalations and see if I can make any sense of it.
*~* RaeStar *~*