| SORRY TO A FRIEND Sittin' on the edge looking for songs in a bottle Talking with strangers who don't know my pain Blurry eyed and burned out Choking on more than I can swallow Crack in a little voice called out my name She said - Whatever happened to you It's been two years where have you been And I guess all my fears were true The words were all gone the time's been too long But I deserve to know what happened to my friend Staring in her face I see a past that still haunts me The road where we split up is paved with the things I didn't say We had wonderful times, but terrible timing Now just leave her alone, I'll just be in the way She said - Whatever happened to you You took the coward's way out again And I guess all my fears were true The words are all gone, the time's been too long But it's not too late to say I'm sorry to a friend Like a stone in a stream life smoothes all our edges 'Til we barely make a ripple any more But those times in my life will live with me forever But we're not the same people that we were before And I'm sorry for the smiles we missed and the times that I blew it I've got so much to tell you I don't know where to start Maybe I'll find a way maybe you'll help me do it 'Cause friends like us should not be apart And I'm sorry to a friend (Edwin McCain) |
| when you say my name my walls fall to reveal the naivete of a foolish child in love with a memory })i({ |
| I've Learned... ...not to be afraid of what my heart says. ...that you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for life ...that just because 2 people argue doesn't mean they don't love each other; and just because they don't argue, doesn't mean they do. ...that you can see a person's heart by looking into their eyes. ...that life is not measured by the number of breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breath away. ...that just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have. ...that you should live from your heart and always respect your soul. ...that our backgrounds and circumstances may have influenced who we are, but we are responsible for who we become. ...that you should choose your life's mate carefully. From this one decision will come 90% of your happiness or misery. ...that people will forget what you said ... people will forget what you did ... but people will never forget how you made them feel. (various authors) |
| Are you the one Do you believe if I crumble you can put me back together Is this the time and place that we might begin what might be forever Up until now it was a question of how and no deeper It's the who and the why and the reasons I just can't remember Zac Maloy |
| 'When you're lost and you're alone and you can't get back again I will find you and I'll bring you home and if you want to cry I am here to dry your eyes in no time you'll be fine I'll tell you you're right when you're wrong if only you could see into me when you're cold I'll be there hold you tight to me when you're alone I'll be there by your side' (Sade) |
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| Weight, by definition is a heavy thing. This heavy weight is killing me. I know you're sad because you tell me so. You wanna leave him but you don't know how. Just know I love you and I'm waiting here for you. I don't wanna be your back door. I don't wanna be your easy way out. I don't wanna be, so I'll go. Wait, by definition, quietly remain. I can't wait, it's killing me. I know you're sad because you tell me so. You wanna leave him but you don't know how. Just know I love you and I'm waiting here for you. I don't wanna be your back door. I don't wanna be your easy way out. I don't wanna be, so I'll go. I only wanna be your everything. I only wanna be your anything goes. but I will never be so I'll go. I'll bet you didn't know that I dream. I'll bet you didn't know that I speak for myself. I'll bet you didn't notice me Mark Hebert |
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| "ALONE IS A REMINDER OF HOW FAR ACCEPTANCE IS FROM UNDERSTANDING" |
| when I took you to the place where no one else had been why did you see the footprints of someone else when i showed you the pain how could you believe that it was inflicted by another when you were the only one ever allowed inside will you take the blame for the emptiness beneath these wounds ...or was it me ...my actions ...my inactions ...or my inability to take you there until there were wounds to show that has left me here alone })i({ |
| if you want to leave, just go and never mind my broken heart if you want to take the things that you gave to me, like the diamond ring, the dvd's and the stereo, well, here is something you should know: you can't take the happiness that you gave to me, and the strength that I could love again you gave me the strength to love again if you want to take those things that you gave to me you have to leave the memories because the memories remain... "Memories Remain" - Mark Hebert |
| "The hardest thing to do is watch the one you love, love somebody else." |
| 'I knew that this moment would come in time That I'd have to let go and watch you fly I know you're coming back So why am I dying inside Are you searching for words that you can't find Trying to hide your emotions Eyes don't lie There's just no easy way to say good bye' (Standing at the Edge of the Earth-B.U.o.S) |
| "Faith is believing in things when common sense tells you not to" |
| 'I'm not your beginning I didn't know you then Far from your beginning I'm just the end I'm the vision to your blindness I will be here when they're gone Just close your eyes to see me I'm the silence after the song' Last Song/The Nixons |
| "Your willingness to wrestle with your demons will cause your angels to sing." Angus Wilson |
| 'There is a place for you out there I know that you will find your way Leave your fears in yesterday Give all your sadness away' Zac Molay |
| "Don't frown. You never know who is falling in love with your smile" |
| Some days missing you is overwhelming when it hits me that you're not coming back and in my darkest hours I have wondered was it worth it for the time we had My thoughts get kind of scattered, but one thing I know is true I bless the day that I found you The stars we put in place; the dreams we didn't waste the sorrows we embraced The world belonged to you and me The oceans that we crossed; the innocence we lost the hurting at the end I'd go there again because it was beautiful (Jennifer Paige) |
I still believe in feelings but sometimes I feel too much I make believe you're close to me but it ain't close enough Not nearly close enough I can't take the distance; I can't take the miles I can't take the time until the next time I see you smile I can't take the distance and I'm not ashamed That I can't take a breath without seeing your name The Distance - Evan & Jaron |
| Saving grace for now, know that someday I might seem worth while Feeling closer now, and the question becomes who not how Holding my breath for now, know that with you I might somehow breathe Aching just to be beside you, inside you, in every way Aching just to be everything and everywhere to you some way Know that I'll be there...to catch you when you fall Know that I'll be there...walk or crawl Just know that I'll be there I'll be there in body,be there in soul When the night surrounds you and you're feeling all alone I'll be there beside you regardless of miles Know that I'll see you only forever Just know that I'll be there The Nixons |
| In spite of herself she continued the story She continued the wanting, the needing, never quite receiving Inside of her shell she kept her emotion She could only imagine the feelings But never quite reach them And she lies as she leads you away And she smiles as she fades away Despite all her burns she went straight to the fire And the flame took the skin from the bone And the bone from the heart and the soul If I could find a way to relieve all the hurting I'd take all of the joy from the sky and put it back where it belongs In spite of herself she continued the story She continued the wanting, the needing, never quite receiving And she lies if she says she's okay And she smiles as she fades away And she lies as she fades And she cries as she fades away Zac Maloy - The Nixons |
| 'Sometimes I feel my heart fall to vague depths. between words there are such spaces that I can't help but feel my heart fall between the pregnant pause of all you will not say and all I can not ask' Jewel |
| We don't see things as they are, we see them as we are. Anais Nin |
There are moments in life when you miss someone so much that you want to pick them from your dreams and hug them. Dream what you want to dream; go where you want to go; be what you want to be, because you have only one life and one chance to do all the things you want to do. May you have enough happiness to make you sweet, enough trials to make you strong, enough sorrow to keep you human, enough hope to make you happy. Happiness lives for those who cry, those who hurt, those who have searched, and those who tried, for only they can appreciate the importance of people who have touched their lives. Love begins with a smile, grows with a kiss and ends with a tear. The brightest future will always be based on a forgiven past. You can't go on well in life until you let go of your past failures and heartaches. When you were born, you were crying and everyone around you was smiling. Live your life so that when you die, you're the one who is smiling and everyone around you is crying. (authur unknown) |
| "Everything is okay in the end. If it's not okay, then it's not the end." |
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| "Everything I try to find Is every love I'll never hold and in your garden now the weeds are choking seeds we've sown" -Carl Bell |
| i can feel a break a bruise from another day it's hard to say just what i feel it all seems broken now when i'm stuck on the in between staring at something out of reach (A Bigger Mood-American Hi-Fi) |
| May I ask you for your name again? Can we speak without this shame just as friends? What was so simple has now become a book without an end. Can I ask you for your name again? Again and again... Tom's House |
| 'When you told me you loved me did you know it would take me the rest of my life to get over the feeling of knowing a dream didn't turn out right' (Jessica Simpson) |
| And I'd give up forever to touch you 'Cause I know that you feel me somehow You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be And I don't want to go home right now And all I can taste is this moment And all I can breathe is your life Cause sooner or later it's over I just don't want to miss you tonight And I don't want the world to see me Cause I don't think that they'd understand When everything's made to be broken I just want you to know who I am (Iris-GooGooDolls) |
| i'm seeing for a time i could never fill the empty space that you keep inside to be more alone (Zac Maloy) |
| when we started it was years ago we tried so hard to find our souls and lose the innocence that won't let go so we crossed the line and can't turn back happy endings never last 'cause there's always more to stories never told is this what i've been waiting for a life for someone else to polish all my faded dreams and put them on the shelf is this what i've been dreaming of 'cause i'm needing so much more i'm just trying to get back where we were before i've grown numb to some things hunger for one thing that takes me back to where it all began i know we've grown apart but every now and then i just close my eyes and here we are again (where we were before-b.u.o.s.) |
| won't you let me catch your fall won't you let me lend a hand those lonely eyes have seen it all but love's too blind to understand 'cause you don't know what you have till your everything is gone you need someone to show you how to live again you wouldn't know that i was there 'cause i have been there all the time and if i had my way i'd hold you in my arms and leave this madness all behind 'cause you've got so much to give but you throw it all away and all you've got to show for who you are is pain and i've got so much to give if you'd only let me in i'm gonna take the time to show you i'm a friend you'll believe in love again (i wanna be there-b.u.o.s.) |
| staring into the darkness pleading with her gods for answers to questions that weigh down her soul In silence she listens, she waits she sees her reflection in the stars 'Such a pretty face' echoes through her mind she knows it's not enough over and over she asks 'do they always leave' she's the one to help kill time but when it's time to live to love, to share their world it's not her pretty face they see will they always leave where is the one who will see her with his heart and not be afraid to listen })i({ |
| Of all the things I've believed in I just want to get it over with Tears form behind my eyes but I do not cry Counting the days that pass me by I've been searching deep down in my soul Words that I'm hearing are starting to get old It feels like I'm starting all over again These last three years were just pretend and I said Goodbye to you Goodbye to everything I thought I knew You were the one I loved The one thing that I tried to hold on to (michelle branch) |
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| "You left me with goodbye and open arms A cut so deep I don't deserve You were always invincible in my eyes The only thing against us now is time" (the calling) |
| i remember you do you remember me to? seems like such a long, long time since I held you near and called you mine i would give everything that I own i'd give you my love and this heart made of stone the sun, the moon, the earth, the sky and never even stop to wonder why and I would do anything i would give everything to be you're everything (Everything-Stereo Fuse) |
| Lamenting in solitude, and wishing hopes had been promises... Lonliness fails to fade away. ~Ragen Mendenhall |
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