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| Welcome to Lissa's Poetry Page This page is dedicated to all of my friends who love poetry and many of whom are very talented writers and have given me permission to post their artistry here. Please feel free to click on links below for other sites to help you see more poetry as well as to help you create your own website. This page will feature authors of various types. Some material may be sensitive to younger audiances. Thank you for your attentiveness in viewing the poems & writings placed here. Please visit us often for continued updates. *Featured Artists: Wicked & MTLink, Ect. |
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| ~* My Smile*~ Apr.7th 2003 Ur voice is like sunshine on a cloudy day Just to hear it makes my body shiver and sway. U always know how to reach me that way Just to see u smile I'd spend all day, or just a while.. Whatever it takes I'd go the extra mile.. I always miss u while ur not here I cant hug u close or hold u near And I cant whisper I love u in ur ear We can sit and talk for hours I've stood at the sink for the last hour Thoughts of u and what has gone sour Then i stood and smiled a while Warm love filling me and making me smile I pick up the phone and begin to dial My smile fades because I know u wont b there I tear up because its not fair In ur heart though u know m there Come , Come sit w/ me a while I want to see ur sweet smile So sweet it makes me smile So close to my heart is where u will be So smile sweet it means that much to me And hold me close, its where I want to be. We will wile away the hours in each others company Listening to each other like some symphony Listening to all thats gone on and providing sympathy So comfortable in each others love Made for each other, sent from above So sweet so tender is our love So much to say so much to do Not enough words to say I LOVE U We were made to be one my love not two So please my darling come sit w/ me a while Hold my hand and make me smile This is what love is.. We go that extra mile... I Love U... Simply Lissa |
| ~*Happy Anniversary*~ apr. 20th 2003 Someone once asked me what i knew about rape.. Sit there & let me tell u about the years i tried to escape... about the terror that crept thru my soul Sit still while the story is told it all began about 16 yrs ago i was still a child just 11 yrs old i had a new boyfriend mother didnt care & didnt even pretend then 2 yrs had passed by and me, i was still w/ the same guy He was now 16 w/ a new car now we could get away and really go far so out on a first real date we went and no he didnt mind the money we spent Five small miles from home were we when he pulled over to the side of the road to go pee so when he got back in we began to make out thats when he decided to pull his pecker out this was not so shocking because we'd fondled before but when he grabbed me by the hair and told me to suck it whore that i started to scream and cry so mortified i wanted to die i was a good girl, i didnt do those things but he wouldnt listen, he wanted me to suck his dingaling i refused to open my mouth altho he continued to pull me south i finally pushed him away i knew id have bruises the nx day he was so angry thats when he reached across & opened the door i was so scared i slid to the floor get out he yelled ur gonna walk home and when u get there dont pick up the phone i'll hurt u more than u can stand thats when he hit me w/ the back of his hand and thats when i crawled out and on to the ground my screaming had stopped, i didnt utter a sound he started to leave then changed his mind i got up and started to run & thats when he grabbed me from behind he pulled me down on to my back gravel scratching me as i fought off his attack prying my legs open to his view the moments past so precious few stripping me naked rt then and there pulling at my dress and underware im scratching and biting but he didnt care he learned to quickly to choke off my air once he had me subdued, he didnt waste time he plunged rt in taking what was mine while he raped me he called me a cunt, slut, and tease all this because i thought it was something sacred to be married to please the jist of this is he took my virginity on that country road just keep in mind im only 13 yrs old sad to say he got off scott free no one acknowlegded what he did to me I have found that life has its own justice too he had found himself behind bars for doing it to someone else too throat cancer attacked him now he's dead so these are the memories behind steel doors in my head so if should someone ask me about what i do know i will sit down and show them the scar on my knee and explain my story and the scars that dont show once a yr i sit down and cry about this day that will haunt me until i die Happy Anniversary as another yr slips by.. year 14 today... ~*Lissa*~ |
| ~*The Lucky One*~ Apr.20th 2003 I'm the lucky one Beside u is where love has begun I know deep down that u r the One Even though it all started as fun Yep lucky thats me If its ment to be It will be Just U wait and see The simple way we laugh together Makes me want to make it forever The way u make me feel warm inside So simple n sweet and so hard to hide When I read Greg's The Color of You It made me think of us too How beautifully he has put down words I've felt Just like the way ur words make me melt... Ur always gonna b a part of me In loves simple endless sea I will see u in all my tomorrows And steal the time, Never borrow If ever a day comes when I have to let u go In ur heart hope u know I Love U and u mean the world to me But I'd paint u a picture of a happy time u see May it never come to be When I see ur back walkn away from me I'm placing my heart in ur tender hands So lets step forward and make some plans.. I Love U, I'm the Lucky One... Love Lissa |
| ~*~Untold*~ Apr. 20th 2003 I sat down to write today and found I didn't have anything to say I thought for a while fiddling w/ my pen sipping my coke and gin. I sat and thought for a while.. and then i started to smile for as i sat there i thought of u and thought of the day u said i love u I sit here thinking about the last tim we got to talk and of the times we fought but didnt walk the times of jealousy and rage of the times we kept our love sheltered but not caged so i grabbed my pen to write down what i felt while u sit across from me playing cards dealt there is only so much one can say but this is what i sat down and wrote today I LOVE YOU Simply placed on my piece of parchment nothing so grand but simple sentiment u simply won my heart forever to hold for our future is still untold.... Simply Lissa |
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| My book One night I died a peaceful death of age Just another books ending � the last page I reached the gates of heaven and was invited inside With a sweep of his arm the gates opened wide He said to me.. Every body has their day.. Today its yours.. Let me show you the way� He sat down behind his desk of clouds and gilt He opened a big leather book and pulled out a quill He said this is the day you were born Precious and new As the days past by you grew You experienced emotions far and wide Sometimes you kept them bottled up inside. The older you grew the more knowledge u gained But from the greater sins you refrained I was ever so proud of you my special daughter I was the happiest I could be� a father I watched as you had loves and lovers I watched while you were sick under the covers I watched you had many a friend Then the one who betrayed� your heart would never mend You pushed all that cared about you away Even I you cursed and gave away But I know what pain it caused a soul like yours I watched as you wept behind closed doors I wrote it all down in this book of mine I give it to its own when its their time I have hear the name of everyone who trespassed against you And it was far and wide not just a few You loved someone so deep you passed up another You cared for someone else like a brother Both whom hurt you the most remember its their loss And someday they will deal with me the big boss My child you wasted time beyond belief The times you were so happy it was a relief However so many tears were wasted because you couldn�t see That you were beyond them you belonged to me. Dry your eyes for if you look below you now. You�ll see them in misery and missing you now You earned your wings the day you forgave them Yes, I watched even as you forgave even him. I looked at him sadly, and said I have yet more to do. He just smiled sadly and said , �Yes, my child you do.� I blinked my eyes and found myself back in my bed. However I still carried his words in my head. I sat straight up and began to write. The book of my life by god�s gracious light. The sun rose high in the sky. This was the day I lived and didn�t want to die. The book of my life� my book ~*Lissa*~ Dec. 9th, 2003. |
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