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| This is a song I wrote, and a funny poem. There are many I've left out of it, but it will give you a taste of all the one's before "THE ONE" which I have found. Life is a book write it! |
| ~*Only~Human*~ � on: 10/29/03 at 8:11pm � Only Human � plz dont walk away � theres so much i want to say � i know we've been thru this b4 � i'm askn u, dont walk thru that door.. im askn u to forgive and to forget theres so much i do regret... � I'm only human after all.. � as i watch ur last tear drop fall... � once u've said ur last goodbye � i'll have time nuff to cry... � Cuz m only human after all.... � Please dont look at me that way.. � Like I've taken ur life away I can't take back what I've done There I've said it U won.. Plz dont turn away..dont turn ur back.. I can't handle that. � I'm only human after all.. � as i watch ur last tear drop fall... � once u've said ur last goodbye � i'll have time nuff to cry... � Cuz m only human after all.... � I watch u put ur suitcase in the car � sometimes we fight but never got this far � i'd like to take this one bk � but there's not time nuff to act.. � as i watch u drive away � i have to wipe the tears away � � because... Im only human after all.. � as you watch the last teardrop fall.. � we've said our last goodbye � and i have time nuff to cry... � im only human after all.... � ~*Lissa*~ |
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| ~*Case of the X's*~ � on: 11/10/03 at 12:50pm � There once was a boy named John Who thought he was Don Juan Wanted to do my sis and my MOM! Then there was a Sir named Scott Who only wished he was really hot! Get over urself boy cuz ur NOT! And I cant for get Cary God first date figured out he was a fairy Thank god he didn't try to kiss me.. that woulda been SCAREY! Then there was a man named Aaron Who wore my heels, he shoulda been a Sharon.. I couldn't stop laughing after I stopped STARIN'! And there was Mike Watched him leave by flight Waited to cry till he was outta SIGHT... And oh so cocky Jared More like a daredevil who dared it Wanting to be part of his life and SHARE IT! Then the one... his name was vic.. Went back to his wife... what a dick! OH what doozies I can pick! Just a few that stick in my mind But a past life w/ each of them I leave behind.. Fun things my future will find Just a case of remembering times gone by Looking toward the future where my future lies.... Seems I draw bad ones like a carcus draws flies... � I wonder what the new one will bring? Heart ache? or more soul searching? We'll wait and see.. what in the future is lurking... � ~*Lissa*~ |
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| ~*This Is Me*~ I had a conversation today Something that blew me away I talked with a good friend.. and he brought up something I have to defend But realization dawns so bright Things hidden now brought to light Things I denied for so long Things inside me that are wrong Fear of being hurt again This I heard from my friend Fear of Commitment to him My strength and resolve wearing thin Fear of loving and being loved Deep these feelings were shoved I sat there listening to what he had to say Knowing he was right, Nothing I could say Clarity piercing my thoughts as to who I really am Then I realized other things...Something unknown to him I didn't run when I could have from one I dearly love Instead I stand Naked in front of him and proclaim that love I do not hide the raw nakedness The entirity of the bliss The way my tummy flutters Not hiding behind blinding shutters The way my thoughts linger over a conversation Thinking and dreaming into obliviation The simple way he says hello... Driving happiness into my soul The way the simple word brightens my day Wondering does he feel the same way Thoughts that put a smile on my face Simple pleasures time can't erase The way I feel things so completely Something solid not fleeting The way we talk for hours and never tire The way we think and the way we are wired Believing in what was ment to be Being love bound.. but being completely free Feeling and expressing our fears Talking them out with our peers But turning to each other and then confiding All the fears we've been hiding Learning that in each other we should trust Believing in each other we must Counting on each other and the growing desire To spend eternity together, Without that we both are a liar To deny ones self the feeling of bliss To say goodbye without a kiss To turn away from something so wanted Is to leave a soul empty and haunted I will not run from you I will not hide All my secrets I will confide Then they are secrets no more And then love has an open door Guards let down you will slip inside To the place of serenity I once did hide To know me for who I really am To accept what I give and understand That to let myself open to you... Is a thing I rarely do A gift to be granted in much relief And all you had to do was believe The way you let me express my feelings With soothing words of healing The way you let me cry and tell me its ok The gentle way you scold me on another day The way my heart lurches in my chest This is the way I love you best These are things others never see When they decide to analize me These things I hide from all of them When they claim I don't let them in The vulnerablity that I show to you To them it would all be new So let them judge me They will not get to see the things you see If I opened up to everyone there would be less They would see I can be an emotional mess These things you take in stride And never have you wavered from my side... I realized that what they saw was not really me I realized your the only one that I let see The one I let down my hair with and am truely free Knowing with you is where I want to be Opening my heart up for you to see This is me... ~*Lissa*~ |
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