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| ~*Loves Blade*~ � on: 11/12/03 at 8:03pm � I curled up in the corner of the couch w/ a good book Drowing all thought because I was afraid to look I opened my eyes and everything was as it used to be I saw u standing there in front of me.. U reached out ur hand to pull me up to u.. Into waiting arms.. Into loving arms i knew I stood there and let u hold me for a while Then pulling back and looking at that gorgeous smile.. I was always a sucker for it So devilish and i delighted in it.. It always made my heart pound like thunder I'd gaze at it in mindless wonder... God how I love u so very much My body driven by ur tender touch.. U could always make me tremble with delight And those extra lil things u did just for spite To Drive me mad with want And to make daydreams haunt My every waking hour in a �day The sweet whispers from ur lips as u say � I love u close to my ear And everytime u pulled me so near My heart feeling the warmth of u that I adore and how it had hurt to watch u walk thru the door.. But ur back now here holding me! I am so happy... Can't U see?? Wait where are u going?? Mists of my dream open.. and my tears start flowing... I awaken there on that simple divan.. And my heart breaks all over again.. for one simple man... From dreams to reality.. watching u walk away.. No longer holding my tears at bay.. Loneliness settles inside my breast Knowing it will always be there even while i rest.. Hauntings of sweet memories... Pain so sharp it brings me to my knees.. With time it will fade.. And from my heart I'll remove loves blade.... � ~*Lissa*~ |
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| ~*Alone*~ � on: 11/04/03 at 10:51pm � Standing looking out the window pane Rain slanting down.. its always the same Thoughts churning inside my head Feelings long thought buried and dead Alone and feeling so desolate Holding it all in so desperate To keep the encrouching thoughts at bay Keeping my heart sheltered from everything u say.. Far away look covers my face Removing all time and space Wondering when it will all end.. especially the pain Wondering what keeps me from going insane A tear escapes the tight control Unforgiving the moment u stole My heart breaking and shattered Like fall leaves blown and scattered Alone I stand and ponder Letting my mind drift and wander Wondering on what might have been Hoping the pain will end.. but when? Walking out the door and into the rain Letting it hide my tears and pain My clothes becoming plastered to me Alone.. no one there to wonder or see Walking for a mile or two Just to ease the burden of u I find myself home again.. soaked to the skin Again locking all my pain within He askes how was ur day I smile and answer it was ok Thoughts of u buried so deep inside A bright sunny smile.. what darkness they hide When he wraps his arms around me I'm wishing it was u But then again.. I love him too Ur memory will always find a way to haunt me.. But I've moved on.. I do have pride and dignity Alone.. � ~*Lissa*~ |
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