| Lissa's Poetry |
| ~*Friendships Destiny*~ Reaching out w/ this thing that is my heart... You didnt take notice.. not at the start We have become great friends or so i thought.. We never crossed words or even fought... I reached out to u today because i know that u r hurt I didnt think twice but tried to b a friend so sooth that hurt... Reached out a friendly hand... Which was slapped back at me in the end.. Torn once was something special to me For I see it is our destiny... As tear drops spill from my eyes I feel punished for someone else's lies... I let u get too close to me.. And now I pay that price of sympathy The disillusion that I knew someone that cared I let u inside so close as I dared... Here I thought I be the one u let go... Goes to show just what I know... I thought our roles would be much reversed.. I dreaded the day and even Cursed However I let myself love and call u family.. All I can do is hope that one day U FORGIVE ME... I wont apologize for letting u in my soul... For that would be wrong.. I wont hide like a mole... It doesnt matter who the wronged parties are here... In my heart U will Always be near... For to me u are part of my Inner me.. I'll b ur friend whenever u need me.. U'll always b the only one I call bro.. I hope that someday u'll let urself go.. � � To my friend whom i cherish.. � ~*Lissa*~. |
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| ~*Wrong Again*~ � on: 11/15/03 at 4:21pm � I thought we were friends... Wrong again... I trusted u... Wrong again I did the best I could to always b there for u... Wrong again... I let u close to me Wrong again U know me as well as i know myself.. my mistake Wrong again... I thought u trusted me Wrong again... I thought we were closer Wrong again... U should know better or so I thought... Wrong again... I thought we had a friendship that would last Wrong again So I'll dry my tears and move on.. Wrong again... � I didn't say what u thought I did... this time... ur wrong... again... ~*Lissa*~ |
| ~*THOUGHTS*~ � on: 10/01/03 at 9:55am � thoughts.... � anticipation anxiety excitement adrenaline ecstatic fantastic sensation sensual sexual dream wish want need emotion fire desire trembling touch � feeling fall love heart mind body give delight tumbling disappointment tears hurt anger � each word passing in time... each soul passing with them... some clash some collide.. some communicate... some drift... some disappear.. all existance dependant upon conciousness.. � thoughts tumbling through my brain a million miles a minute... anticipation rising my blood.. anxiety burning w/ desire flames of a need's fire... emotions stirred... adrenaline racing thru my veins, ecstatic happiness, fantastic fantasies, surrendering to sensations in the soul. sensual seduction of the mind.. sexual pleasures a dream in the night a wish unborn and want denied.. need eventually subsides. trembling in the aftermath of feeling.. gentle touch to a shoulder.. a soothing of the mind.. a body's desire gives way to delight tumbling into disappointment as tears stream unabated down stark cheeks hurt visable to the naked eye... in the eye of the injured.. anger laying in wait to consume.. ~*Lissa*~ |
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