By :Total Poser a.k.a-->>T.P.
January 31, 2001....After reading the below "deep thoughts" I'm turning myself in to the psych ward. I feel that's all there is I can do to help save the world. This New Year's eve I puked in a sink. Sorry about that.
Oh...you want a deep thought do ya!!! Well just to please you the oh so mighty viewer of this page I will give you what you want. -->
Underneath the mask we treasure, Is our most sought out pleasure/
Meaningless unless we choose, To instead wake up hit the snooze/
Live on as a maggot instead, Hit the floor off the bed/
I thought so didn't you, I go barefoot you wear a shoe.
I could tell you what the deep inner meaning is but i'm not going to.
September 3, 2000...Use the force, just let it guide you , yes yes, test you i will.hmmm. Playing ball in a field of consciousness, clouded by an unviewable essence i can't quite explain, but i feel the pain and so do you and in the end it goes away, is it even possible to have an original thought anymore. i feel like everything i say that i think is original isn't after awhile, oh well i'll keep trying i ain't giving up, i'll post more once i have some inspiration.COMMERCIALS BRAINWASH YOU!!!! bet you didn't know that eh! so does the computer and tv and teachers and parents and a billion other things, all i can suggest is to seek within yourself, observe your breath for an extended period of time and think positively. Negativity eats you and your vital essence. AH!!! I got it -> eat broccoli, thats all that matters, eat enough broccoli and you will be healthy and win happiness the true secret to happiness is BROCCOLI!!!! I finally figuerd it out. uh oh
Februrary 17,2000...The game of life. Its' all a game. Should you really take a game seriously? If it's all a game then why do you take anything seriously? Threat of someone passing you on the gameboard, someone getting more than you, someone else, it always seem to be someone else. I wouldn't do it but SOMEONE ELSE is, so I should, I am playing the game very seriously hence fear. I am so afraid of someone else getting what I deserve right? Do I really deserve anything? Who's to say I shouldn't be put to death. They used to and still do they just call it the criminal justice system which in actuality is another game. I accuse you prove to a majority then you die. Ask those poor falsely accused souls the emotion of their game when the switch went on they played in their brain a song aided in giving comfort to the physical dwindling reality. I like to take Life as a game of Clues. Its' a lot funner to live this way. A random coincidence which I have many daily of thinking of someone or saying something that lines up with an outside occurence. I could of watched The Wizard of Ox with Dark Side one too many times but I don't care I did and this is my self. Do you know where yours is? Is it still playing a game that is boring or have you did what i did and quit and started a new?
Februrary 10,2000...It has been some time or has it? Create a fun reality since the real is so hard to understand. Fuck.Dude.Zup Man. Word. Prossible.Cantangible.Enlighterment.Destructoidation. Bangloohassie. Gerrtiuya. Watzit2yah. Lameeton.Crotta. Strrightleft..% Ponhilltrue#@! Pollaste!!! Ponderiong...insispoewtiu.. _(((__--***&#!~~~~~~~~(*&^^^%$#*&)}{}{|||||\\\\\\\\\\\\\|||||||))))(((***&&&^^^%%%$$$%%%^^%$###^&**(()__+++_-=-87654345646578679855454276.....Thats all Folks. Creativity is slippin so i use nothin insteadddd.
January 20, 2000...Pretty uneventful New Year's Eve. I had a ton of fun though and I hope you did too. It's really amazing how beautiful the world is and when I find 5 spare minutes I love to just stare at cracks in the sidewalks, clouds dancing, birds forming patterns, trees random branch spectacles, people talking about nothing but still holding a smile that fools even those among us who know it's all a game. This silly game of pretending to be something so much more special then we really are. Granted we can create art, manipulate other's feelings, and discover elements we still are creations ourselves. i didn't make the body I have. I don't know what God looks like probably not even possible to look at with our eyes. I don't know if he/she exists or we are really just random chemicals somehow forming together in just the right way in just the right place at just the right time. God fooled us very well for if he does exist he has giving us the oppurtunity to act like gods for we have the capability to destroy our home and our mind and that is becoming clearer to me to be what he/she was trying to provoke to show that our minds can't handle the situaion of having contol over our own destiny very well. It is easier to have it called "God's Plan" and say that everything is alright. But whatever, nobody will ever know unless Jesus comes back or God decides to open his mouth and tell us something. Sometimes I feel a very strong presence of something I can't explain and I wish I could say it is God talking to me but with my science upbringing it would not correlate since I need 100% proof to claim something real even if it is God. I don't know what to make of it anymore. God - do you want to sign the guest book?
Who is they? They is us. They is us you are me and I am you. Wow nuttie shit. Have you ever seen a UFO mo fo.
November 16,1999...Waves, cycles, of warm-cold, shitty-cool, happy-sad, sober-drunk, its all a cycle. When you feel like shit...You will feel even better later, you have to. You don't know what cold even is without hot. You don't know what true happiness is until you have true sadness. Maybe its a value delusion but I guarantee its all one wave. Go on the surf or get squished.
November 11, 1999...I love having realistic dreams that feel more real then our collective reality. I guess it is good that most of us forget our dreams so fast since then most people would never wake up. I want to hear your deep thoughts. Post them in the guestbook.
November 4, 1999. Hello, Robots. Greetings, Slaves. If only people greeted each other with real meaning to what they are. Opposed to Whats up, Dude, how you doing, man? What sounds more fake to you. I am sorry for ripping on my own species. "Quite funny to note we are smart enough to know we are stupid."Justin Smith
I like having fun. People should have more fun. Fuck wars, fuck ownership, fuck you.
Songs are crazy. Not ths songs we hear everyday but the ones youou used to listen to say 5 years ago or even a summer ago. Then you hear them again. My mind brings me to the moment of the last time I heard the song. Very potent stuff. Smells are like that too. Smelling. Ah. Not stinky smells but those smells that remind you of a girl you used to know that just really turned you on. Try smelling and listening to a song that reminds you of a certain part of your past and see just how vivid the memories come back to you. Noses and ears must have some direct path to the brain that just reminds yourself. Sometimes this shit backfires though. Bringing back really sad memories listening to that song you last heard with someone you don't see anymore that you miss but don't feel you can talk to anymore.
October 23,1999...Wouldn't it be great if there were only say 10 other people alive and you were all friends and had the whole Earth to explore. Yes it would be hard, it would be tough, but damn what a weird and exciting adventure it would be. No rules. No authority. Just do what you want. Of course you wouldn't have the luxury of technology so you wouldn't be able to drive a car, use or even know what a computer is, or even flush a toilet. If you never knew what those things were it probably wouldn't matter. Blah, blah, I bet you never think about this in our huge people populated world where we compete to destroy. hmm.
October 22, 1999...Don't you love when you all of a sudden have the feeling that everything you've ever done in your life is for someone else yet you don't know how to live for yourself anyway so why bother. Word of advice boys and girls if you don't tell them to stop telling you what to do...they won't.
October 21, 1999...This isn't an original thought...but it should be recognized more often that 1984, the book by George Orwell, is happening now more and more with every step you take. Video surveillance, TV, computers with internet, gigantic movie screens, machines, machines, machines. Big Brotha could be watching you if he really wanted to he would. Do you really know what is going on?
October 20, 1999... If reincarnation really happens then when you see a little kid stare at you, think to yourself that could be your teacher or some other authority figure in your next life time. Of course you won't recognize the little kid but you may remember the stare and thats why you feel a shiver when sometimes an older person stares at you without a word. You may of been a suppresive adult to that old person in your past life. Ahh. So don't bitch about the teachers who give you shit. They are just getting even.
October 15, 1999...The word is a thing we created. No other animals use words but sounds.
October 10,1999...Life is getting stranger. Less familiar. I wonder who I am sometimes and get scared for I really don't know. I don't know what's going to happen tommorow, the next day, or the day after that. Thats why life is exciting. It would suck if we knew it was all going to work out. The more I figure out the less I seem to really know. What is good to me is relative to you and vice versa. Do you ever get the feeling your missing out on a really mystical party.
October 4, 1999... Do you ever think about life in a molecule that we can't see. Do they have some cool thoughts that we will never have? Do you ever get the feeling someone's watching you. I am. I'm your soul the inner you if you will it.
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