The Honorary Title - Everything I Once Had

Everything I
You were everything I
Once had

The bar on first avenue
We went there solely for you
So you could flirt with my best friend
Kiss a girl and tell me why you're laughin'
I won't hold on
I can't hold on
To this

There's a hole
In the trust that we
Mapped out in my bed
For six long months
There's a hole
In the trust that we
Mapped out in my bed...
For six long months...
For six long months...
Well I won't hold on...
To this...

February, Valentine's Day,
Did my best to avoid the red cliché
So you dumped me on the subway
On my way to work at nine in the morning
Everybody else is holding bouquets
Now I'm holding my face in the basement
Scratching away for any trace
Of affection you will leave
Falling victim to the publics prey
Well I won't hold on
No I can't hold on
I won't hold on
To this

There's a hole
In the trust that we
Mapped out in my bed
For six long months
There's a hole
In the trust that we
Mapped out in my bed...
There's a hole
In the trust that we
Mapped out in my bed
For six long months		[I won't hold onto this!]
There's a hole			[Anyone]
In the trust that we		[Is suitable]
Mapped out in my bed		[For you, I]
For six long months		[For you, I guess, tonight]
There's a hole			[Anyone]
In the trust that we		[Is suitable]
Mapped out in my bed...		[For you, I guess]
					[You were unfazed]
					[It's over with]
					[You my beautiful]
					[You were unfazed]
					[It's over with]
					[You my beautiful]
					[Your beautiful blue and white]
					[Your beautiful blue and white]


REASON:
June was painful.  On May 30, my girlfriend of eight months called me at about 5:30pm,
waking me up (I had played DnD the night before).  We chat for a minute, and then she
says, "I want you to come over to pick up your stuff and give me my ring back."  I tried
to convince her not to break up with me, but she wouldn't listen.  I drove over, and
just before I got to her house, it really hit me that I wasn't going to get to see her
again, or be friends at all.  This person that I loved was just suddenly leaving my
life, odds are for good.  Having just gone through with graduation two weeks before
(which was depressing enough), all the stress suddenly hit me.  It wasn't pretty, we'll
leave it at that.  June was a rough month, starting with a week of insomnia, but these
lyrics really spoke to me, especially the second verse.  This is a great break up song,
in case a relationship of yours goes sour.