Boxcar Racer - There Is

This vacation's useless.
These white pills aren't kind.
I've given a lot of thought
On this thirteen hour drive.
I miss the grinded concrete
Where we sat past eight or nine
And slowly finished laughing
In the glow of our headlights.

I've given a lot of thought to
The nights we used to have.
The days have come and gone.
Our lives went by so fast.
I faintly remember breathing
On your bedroom floor
Where I laid and told you
But you'd swear you love me more.

Do you care if I
Don't know what to say?
Will you sleep tonight
Or will you think of me?
Will I shake this off,
Pretend it's all okay,
That there's someone out there
Who feels just like me?
There is.


Those notes you wrote me
I've kept them all.
I've given a lot of thought of
How to write you back this fall.
With every single letter
In ever single word
There will be a hidden message
About a boy that loves a girl.

Do you care if I
Don't know what to say?
Will you sleep tonight
Or will you think of me?
Will I shake this off,
Pretend it's all okay,
That there's someone out there
Who feels just like me?
There is.


Do you care if I
Don't know what to say?
Will you sleep tonight
Or will you think of me?
Will I shake this off,
Pretend it's all okay,
That there's someone out there
Who feels just like me?

Do you care if I
Don't know what to say?
Will you sleep tonight
Or will you think of me?
Will I shake this off,
Pretend it's all okay,
That there's someone out there
Who feels just like me?
There is.


REASON:
December officially sucked.  The day before winter break began, I had to take my car to the 
shop, which I didn't get a diagnosis until the next morning after my last final.  Y'know, 
there was about two minutes that I was finally stress free, then I got ahold of the car shop.  
"I'm sorry, but your car has cancer."  Basically.  My car was dead, destroying any plans I had 
of visiting my girlfriend (which was supposed to be me bringing her back to my apartment for a 
week or so).  I ended up flying home the next day (which my flight was delayed two hours due 
to the plane being broken... much like my dead car).  It was nice that I got to spend time 
with my old friends, but that's about the only good of December.  Bah humbug, I say.  Anywho, 
that has nothing to do with the song.  The vacation was useless, and I was stuck on pills from 
being sick.  I just missed my girlfriend the entire time.  But 2,000 miles can't change love.  
No matter where I am, I love her.  And she's out there, feeling just like me.