| "Existance Of Never" J.Marquez i wander around with secrets they lay stuck deep inside my heart they lose themselves at times and they burst out of nowhere and suddenly i had to let them fly so im telling you now the things i wanted to say, but i dont know how you will feel and it pains me so much to know that you dont feel the same and yet there's a surviving happiness very little, stuck in wonderland i dont wanna fight for them i dont wanna fight to make their abcense fade because i know ill end up hurtin i dont wanna drown in pain no more no more now youve learned my deep secret i failed to see the part where im suppose to feel better mabye ive felt worse, even though you said its ok feels like things are even worse, im sorry there's very little drops of hope somewhere out there but i dont wanna fight for them i dont wanna fight to make their abcense fade because i know ill end up hurtin i dont wanna drown in pain no more no more so ill climb this mountain as high as i can but i know ill have to let go sometime but right now im still hangin on so lets make the best out of this because i know ill never see you again and i know ill miss you when you go i dont wanna fight for nothin i dont wanna fight something ill never have because i know ill end up cryin i dont wanna drown in tears no more no more |