Staring up at the stars
Thinking of life
How it never gets very far
Did I say too much
When I told the secret of my life
Of what I've done
When alone with a knife
I'm not surprised
Should I be?
I knew you wouldn't understand
The pain in me
You say please don't
But I think I should
I wouldn't turn back now
Even if I could
I hear crying
For once it's not from me
Sadness all around
No sign of glee
I hear myself ask
What have I done
Everythings changed
Because of a thought and gun
Sitting in the dark
Staring up at the stars
Thinking of my life
How it didn't get very far
It's quiet now
I can't be hit with a hand
For I ended my life
Before it even began