Inside my mind
What do you see?
What can you find?
Do you see
What I have seen?
Do you see my childhood?
The times of pre-teen?
Do you see my old crush?
Do you see my sky?
Do you see the corner
Where I used to cry?
Do you now see
My arms all red
My face with welts
Repeating what she said
Now look over there
Do you see me happy?
Laughing, smiling,
Life uncrappy
Now do you see
The paper and crayons
With blood over them
And a blade in my hands
Fast forward to now
Do you see my yesturday?
Holding the gun
Watching you play
You never invited me
I just wanted a friend
But that didn't happen
Before the end
Now you're sitting there
Seeing me pale
Wondering what I was thinking
How did you fail
But now you have seen things
As I have seen
So say goodbye now
To I, who was only sixteen