I'm scared to look inside
I'm scared to think
About the reasons why I hide
I'm scared of all my thoughts
I'm scared of my own mind
I'm scared of going through it
I'm scared of what I'll find
I'm worried about my future
I'm ashamed of my past
I'm scared of getting close
Because of how short the relationship may last
I'm ashamed of myself
I'm horrified to find out what others think of me
Because they might just think the worst
And comment on all my insecurities
Is it normal to feel this way
Maybe I am the only one
Never will these come from my closet of shame
From them I will forever run