StreakersJournal3

3/11/02 -- so, why are humans so reluctant to share their feelings? is it pride? i think its more to save themselves the embarrasement of rejection....of anything in life. think of "rejection" on a bigger scale...ideas can be rejected...i know your thinking about a heart....but either way, if you really feel a certain way or think a certain way, why not tell the whole world? you already know not EVERYONE is going to aggree with you, so spill it baby, spill it!
I have SOOOO much to write about!!! I might forget something, so everyone just calm down! i suppose i'll go backwards.....well, i just went to the third estate message board to see if they said anything more about what sarah/the girl she was babysitting put, but im thinking, if there was, by now, its kinda a delayed reaction...so of course, greg has a message saying all those stupid messages have to do with him and his ex girlfriend and that everyone else(dave, ron, gary) should be left out of it! hello!!!! first of all, i was never his girlfriend....ewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww...........second of all, omg!!!! how long ago was that!!!?!??!?!?! third of all, it had nothing to do with me and he shouldnt take it personal.....fourth of all......ewwww....i was never his girlfriend!!!!!!!!!!
well, now that we've gotten that straight, im coughing im in such a tisy!!!
ok so last night(sun), i didnt do ANYTHING, just slept a lot and talked of the phone....i wanted to do something significant but i was so darn sick!!!!! so yeah, saturday night out with the boys (rich and bob) and strangely.....rich's girlfriend was along with us!.....that was unexpected.....we didnt really know what to do, and i wasnt in the best frame of mind so we drove around a lot pulling in and out of places......we went to applebees but because thats the only place to eat in webster, there was a half hour wait!!!!! so we left........later on we came to regret it.........then we went to the garlic pit, but then decided to leave...it was kinda NOT what we were looking for.....this is where the saying "beggars can't be choosers", but if we applied that to everyday life, too many boys like greg would be "seeing" people.....notice i didnt say "have girlfriends"......and then we finally decided to go to Wegmans and get "dinner" (classy, eh?) because rich wanted chinese but didnt want to spend real money even tho when he saw bob with more food he went back and got more knowing he couldnt eat it all just so that he would have more food than bob! and then since i didnt know what else to do, and they had no idea (especially rich's gf!!! J/K---but she did almost walk thro the door with the bright yellow sign on it that said "emergency exit only" ......TWICE!) we went to webster park like i did on friday with chris and mike and danielle(SP), yeah, cause that seemed like the easiest thing, but it wasnt really as easy as i thought it would be because it got really windy so we're sitting there eating chinese in the wind.......thats the last time i make desicions while sick plus i couldnt even eat my chicken it was so gross and wegmans packaged ketchup almost made me throw up! so i ate the fruit salad, curtisy of bob(the chicken too!! whoohoo!) ......and then rich goes off on his whole thing about "well, you know theres a cold front moving in...blahblahblah...just cause i watch the weather channel i know everything"......i love you rich!!! so we talked about the weather and when we were walking back to the car bob was telling me ALL about his speeding habits, and how he knows where the cops are, so he only speeds when he KNOWS there are no cops around!!!! well, it just so happens that bob's organic radar was off that night because unfortunatly, we were pulled over on lake going 50 in a 35..........................
friday night was different.......unpredictable is the word i think. well, first off, i was surprised for the first time(remember, im going backwards) that night when instead of mike and chris , mike's girlfiend was there too! whatta know!?!?!? there seems to be a trend here(BOB!--or should i call you sneaker white? your confidence amazes me.), but you didnt hear it from me!!
so we went to earthtones, the one thing i could count on! and then we went to webster park and a elementary school playground and i was definetly NOT dressed for that.....my steve maddens are still muddy.....grrrrrr.....and my guess jeans lye on my bathroom floor awaiting some T.L.C., they have mud on them likewise, i dont know if thats proper grammer but i dont care, cause this is my journal...hahaha.....oh yeah, and then after we dropped mike and danielle(SP) off chris and i drove around a bit well, he drove and i sat, but ya know......yeah we drove til 1am(my curPHEW!hahaJK!!) yeah, but i DID have to be home at 1, so i was..... yeah, that was my weekend..... ehhh, that took me an hour....tahtah!!!!