SassersJournal2

3/15/02: Isnt today the Ides(or is it eyes) of march? Anyways, so after talking to Bob, I found out that Dave is hooked on looks. I just assume that Im not at the top of his list. Im over him, I dont go for guys who are hooked on looks, I live by the standards that you get to know someone and that looks arent everything! We are also wondering what waters his boat floats in. Bob told me a few stories, that wont be written in here, but they are just sad. On a completly different topic, I visited Daemen college today. Im completly torn on what college to go to. Oswego or Daemen? I made a pro/con list for each and they each come out just about the same. Its hard. This will effect me for the next 4 years of my life, I could meet my husband at college. What if I pick the wrong one and never meet "him"?! There are so many things to think about, I hate making these kinds of decisions(sp). Thats all for now.

Later that night: I went to see Ice Age with Aubrey and Lindsay. OMG can we say "Funny as hell!"? Holy shit...I think all 3 of us peed our pants, along with crying. The whole movie was great. Ya know that movie that you cant wait to see and you finally see and your dissapointed? Well, this wasnt that kind of movie. It met my expectations and beond, it was so damn funny. Im buying it! In other news...Aubs also told me that her mom is coming with us to go ball dress shopping. Uuuggggg. Her mom is a long story.

3/13/02: 10:30 on a wednesday night...i got back from the Americs Hockey volunteer thing. there were some HOT guys there. One of them being Dave. Hes a Junior...yes..but i cant help it. hes my guilty pleasure. i think i should just tell him straight up that i find him very attractive. i never go for younger guys...i just dont understand it. OH well, i think im nuts, but i can dream. i need feed-back(is 1 word or 2) people!!! other than tonight, not much has been going on. Just a lot of back homework and the present stuff. i got 45 notecards due on friday. i wont be in school...Daemen visit....so im trying not to worry too much! Ball dress shopping this saturday, going to buffalo to look. i think that im working all damn day on sunday! moer later. im getting tired!! oh, do you think i should ask Bob whats up with Dave?

3/8/02: Its friday night and im sitting here at the computer writing in my journal. i should be out with friends, not at home. im getting really sick of sitting at home doing nothing on friday nights! i think i have a fever, im hot and cold...its just a thought. i have to be up at 7:30 tomorrow morning for a CPR class at 9. I dont even know where it is, people at work are so unorgainzed! i miss my friends. i never see them anymore. Early release isnt all that great when you have to work right after. oh well, i need money. i have to have Liz fix this page for me...its all messed up.

3/21/02: Before I forget , Liz you need to show me how to fix this journal thing! We'll talk later! So I ordered the Blink tickets. Yay, got that out of the way. Im suppost to call this limo guy and see if I can get his price down. I dont understand why someone else cant do it. Ya know we all do a little work to make the ball happen..I bought 8 tickets to the concert the next night....someone get the limo. I guess I dont mind really it keeps me busy and makes me feel wanted and useful. I always feel I dont contribute enough to the group. Lets see, what else happened today? oh yes, I GOT MY BALL DRESS!!! Im so excited about it. I really love it. Everyone is happy with it. I would like a date to the ball, but im not sweating over it. Its not a huge deal for me. Im so relaxed and calm about everything. Its a nice change. Ive realized I need a guy..or a man...which ever. Maybe not to date (which would be nice) but to , ya know. Not sex, just pleasing. Liz knows what Im talking about. Anyways, I have the baby from child development this weekend. Thats going to be hell...no sleep for liz...eehhh! Im tired, going to bed!

3/24/02: So Billy just told me that he cant go to the concert. Im very upset with him. I dont think we can be friends anymore. I bought him a ticket, thinking he would want to go with me. I hope he reads this...cause Im just kidding!. He deserves it! I really wanted him to come to the concert, and he wont even cancel his plans for me! I would think if you liked someone enough youd do anything to spend time with them! Ok, for the record I didnt buy the ticket for Billy, but I was hoping he would go with us. Im all smiles now... I wonder if he is...Hmmm. Oh well. So yeah Liz told me to write in here and I dont have much to say. I have that damn baby this weekend. Pain in the ass. The mall was the worst! Lugging that stupid ass car seat around. When I have kids Im buying a damn stroller! I think thats it. Oh yeah...Billy wants me to go to Tremors with him thursday night....I want to go but its the whole...Mom and Dad thing. Ya know how it is. He also wants me to go to a Britney Spears concert...LMAO! Sad thing is I probably will go...depending on when it is. Well, I think Billy wants to read this so Im ending it!