[ you made me feel beautiful ]
This morning I was trying to sleep (I couldn't.) and you were there next to me (so distracting); light from the rising sun filtered through the clouds in the same way it was falling through the shades on your window.  I was still feeling that punch drunk love feeling you see in those movies after that one great night.  I watched you for a little while and I couldn't stop smiling; you made me feel like I was beautiful, like I was in one of those movies where the teenagers feel so in love (not real love, but it's just as good).  I'm not sure what you've done to me, but today I felt three dimensional.  I felt whole, filled with whatever it was that I was missing.  You were so close to me and it was amazing how content I felt.  Now I'm home, away from you, and I miss you.  I want to go back to this morning, after everything, and just lay there with you forever.  To freeze those moments in absolute perfection and hold them always in my mind ... 
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And you're so beautiful.  I don't know how I got so lucky.  In ten years, I don't expect us to be together.  We're kids, just figuring out the world, and I'm not unrealistic.  Even if I only have last night and this morning, I would be happy, at least for a pretty long amount of time.   No matter where we are years from now, I will always remember you.

I will always remember you as the one who showed me what I was missing;
you showed me what it feels like to be three dimensional and alive.
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