you must stop willing,
stop desiring..."
Illusionary like our existence. Perhaps to push past the veil of our human experience is the true goal of our lives. To realize that there is meaning behind every moment, every breath. There is substance to all of our emotions. All of our lives. Each person serves a necessary purpose in the cycle of life. To understand your purpose is to be truly complete.
Whatever gods you believe in or don't believe in ... each life, each existence holds a completely new and different purpose. Each person, in one way or another, helps keep the balance within the world.
Whenever I meditate, I can almost feel myself moving beyond the physical veil of reality. What most don't believe or understand is that when a person finds inner silence, if even for a moment, it is almost as if being .. transcended somehow. It's almost like seeing the beautiful existence that we can have beyond our desires, our bodies, and beyond time.
There exists a world beyond this that has incomparable beauty. It is unlike anything most of us will ever see. To know that it exists, to feel how close you can be to it, to nearly find yourself there ... is perfection. Peace. Silence.
It has no face, no image to represent it. It's beyond imagery, symbolism, pictures ... it is simply ... beyond. Beyond senses, beyond description.
Someday ... perhaps I'll find the beyond. Push past the veil.
Or perhaps someday, people will just believe I'm crazy, but even insanity can bring you close to another existence.