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i've finally come to the conclusion that i will never be as important to you as you are to me. i won't be the friend you want to call at eleven at night to talk to. i won't be the friend you call because you want to do something over the weekend. i entered your life too late to become that. it's sad. i always hoped i'd hold some importance.
it's like a bittersweet ending, letting the hope go. but, i understand what my purpose in your life was. sort of, anyway. and ... i'm okay. maybe someday i'll be important to you.
just not anytime soon.
i will never stop caring about you, or wanting to beat up the guy that turned you down.