Pills In My Palm Bobbie Cree M. Nov. 2005 Headlights in my rearview mirror Wishing I was anywhere but here Such a righteous person you are mom I'll just continue driving, keeping my calm How many pills did you pop tonight? How many did it take to create this fight? You're a crazy bitch on this shit for being your daughter this is what I get You wonder why I'm doing drugs and am never home I got the habit from you and dad and I hate being home alone You maybe there, but at the same time you're not Lets see how many lies I sold and you bought Clutch on to your purse tight Don't let it leave your sight As soon as I get the chance I'm unzipping it I'm digging through the mess, I won't give up, I won't quit I'm popping open your so-called medicine This won't be the last time, I'll end up doing it again I'm stealing them from you For you don't need them to do 6 here, 8 there This is my secret way of showing that I care I could flush them or take them myself Oh fuck the world, hopefully this will help Fuck my parents, fuck the drugs that caused this all Fuck my world, fuck this forever endless fall I can't change the world I was brought into but I can take a different path The only thing I can do But right now life sucks worse than before My legs are weak and my mind sore So mom and dad thanks for tucking me in Thanks for passing down all this sin Tell me you love me Tell me to be who I want to be All I want is a normal family but I'll just keep telling myself there's no black or white There's no wrong or right
