During the summer of 2006, I started going with the sweet, intelligent Nathan Allen Smalley. Things began to turn sour though, just a couple months but we kept on making it work. Or I kept making it work. During that time, I would work with him in a funnel cake trailer and every Wednesday at the car auction in Wichita. It was great, we had the most awesome boss ever. In December though, there was a dispute between Nathan and our boss and we haven't talked to him since. Nathan and I began to form a closeness to eachother, he's the yin to my yang.
From December 2006 to November 2007, we unfortunately had to live at my moms. I began work at Wet Seal in March 2007 and then later quit due to them trying to make me work when I was sick (I was actually pregnant but didn't know). Nathan's blazer eventually kicked the bucket and mom took my car since her Jeep was causing her problems. So that pretty little Neon on the previous page is no longer mine.
In May of 2007, I found out I was pregnant with Nathan's child. I was confused, lost and in despair, which shouldn't happen when you find out you're pregnant. I was confused because Nathan was constantely going to concerts and leaving me at home to wait. I was scared to have a connection with this person for the rest of my life. So yes, I did heavily consider an abortion. Nathan though, has lost a child in a rare circumstance so he stopped me from having the abortion. I would've felt horrible to do that to him, no matter how mad I was at him. After that things was more better than ever! He was and still is everything I could ask for in a man. Sexy, smart, mysterious, and an absolute dork, just like myself. I mean I had known this all along, I just finally felt as if he was all about me. And I loved and still am loving every second of it. Taming a player was tough especially if you are as near as crazy as I, but it pays off.
In July 2007, Nathan and I found out we were having a girl and I began working for Movie Gallery which had it's perks getting free rentals and all. I practically ran that place for quite some time, making sure everything was in tip top shape. In November 2007, Nathan and I moved into our first apartment, relieved we did it just in time for the baby! I quit (yes I'm a job hopper) in December when I was almost due. They tried to make me come in when I didn't feel well enough to (they couldv'e given me a break I was week and a half from my due date). I was induced on December 13th, 2007 and gave birth to a beautiful baby girl that we named Harmony Cree Smalley. The name came from the thought that Nathan and I came together and made "Harmony." It fits her perfectly. Since then I've sat here in this apartment and watched her grow day by day. Nathan's the father that I knew he would be, he is seriously the world's number 1 dad. I take as many pictures as possible of my little baby since I won't have the time anymore when I start college in a couple of weeks. I'm almost 20, so it's time to get into school, especially since I have a little girl now. I want to give her everything and anything. Let's hope I do well, and that I figure out what I want to do for the rest of my life. All I know for now is, I love my boyfriend and father of my child Nathan, and my beautiful baby angel Harmony and they're all I need in this world.
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