About a week ago I posted a writing on my rants page. I entitled it �Uh my head hurts now� It was intended to be a joke of sorts. Something that twisted and turned so many times that to see your way through to the end was no easy task. I thought it was an interesting little piece and seeing as the page I posted it on was name Rants, Random thoughts and a little madness I thought it fit in well. I know it was a departure from my normal writings. Usually I only write when I feel deeply about something. This on the other hand I wrote a while ago and discovered on my computer. I thought it would be a nice little break from the normally serious nature of my rants. I though well they�ll chalk it up to a little madness and have a little laugh. I thought a few people may actually take it with some grain of salt but my general readers would be fine with it. Boy was I wrong. I encourage anyone to read it. It is a little on the philosophical side but it really was quite entertaining. I am not going to take it down but I figured with all the email I got about it should at least let my views on Death , life and Suicide be known so people don�t think I am pro offing ones self or something.
First of all I have contemplated suicide. I did go through a dark period in my life when I was very seriously thinking of killing myself. That time has past and because of it I think I have a better insight into life and death. First of all I personally believe if you kill yourself you are a coward. I don�t want to be mean about it but lets think about it for a second. You are running away from your problems to start with instead of standing up and handling your business. Secondly, you are leaving your family and friends alone without you, for some of you this may be an underlying reason for the suicide. If you are killing yourself in order to make others think about you, your not only a coward and sick in the head I pity you especially. I mean think about it, you are right they will be thinking about you of that you can have no doubt. But instead of missing you most will think you were deranged or something. They will most likely end up falling into depression blaming themselves for the rest of their lives for your death. Great you just screwed up countless peoples lives because you were Selfish. Especially parents. I just have to say this right off the bat if you really want to screw your kids or spouse up for life off yourself. First you will emotionally and psychologically scare them for life. Especially the children. Personally if you even tried to off yourself with kids in your life and you do mess up I�ll happily volunteer to Beat the ever living crap our of you, in the name of Jesus Christ our lord of course. So no I am not pro Death or pro suicide. Suicide is not only the easy way out for the person but it�s the hard way out for everyone else involved. And if you think no one else is involved you have to be bloody crazy. Parents children friends teachers school mates room mates the guy next door and the people that love you in any way shape or form all have a stake in your life. They all get to see you grow and mature or whatever it is you do after 24. So when you suddenly take that away from them your not only taking the easy way out for you your making sure everyone else is taking the hard way out.
Secondly LIFE is NOT that serious. My lord people come on lets sit down and think about this real quick. Everyone takes every little thing so dang seriously. God put us on this planet for such a short time and people go off ruining there own lives and those of others cause they cant see through the devils lies. Smarten up and open your eyes people you only got 80 years don�t spend em being a worry wart you�ll just die not having experienced the good stuff. God did not put us on this earth and send his son to die a horrible death for us to A) commit suicide or B) be worry worts.
Bottom line is I believe what I believe and those of you that want to throw a lot into what I write be my guest that is your right. Just don�t go sending me your thoughts unless you can validate them. Of course that is my opinion and if I�m wrong ..oh well. |
