| Love, at one time a very very powerful word. Unfortunately I look around and notice that in recent times it seems to have lost its meaning. It�s a word thrown around as if its nothing. Seems everyone wants it but as far as just saying it to people..well its just a word right? Actually no. Its more than word. Love is word that tries, though I believe it fails, to capture an emotion so large we cant really fathom its existence. In the bible (1 Corinthians 13:8-13 to be exact) it says that the love we have down here is only a shadow of what real love is. And that what we believe we have here will be shown in its real form when we go to heaven. I mean come on guys we think we love? God gave his son. I mean I would love someone to show me a more painful death than crucifixion. Now only did he give him to die like that, but he watched. He let him take on all the sin of the earth. Not just the Jews sin. Not even just Israel�s sin. He took on all the sins of the Earth. ALL OF IT. HE even let him go to hell. Now that is love. Let him die a excruciatingly painful death, with all the sins of the earth and go to hell. I mean I don�t know of another who has that love. I mean there are pigs out there that don�t love there kids and wouldn�t care if there kids died or not. But to love us so much he would give up his son. Funny God does that and we seem to just throw around the word like mad. I mean I watch girls take way to much crap from guys just because they want so badly to have what they perceive as love from them. We all have this hole in our hearts. And we try and try to fit everything in there to fill it. Some people do drugs, others jump out of perfectly good airplanes. We all seek that love and peace and yet the only source is from God. I mean girls go through hell to try to get a glimpse of love from a man. I love the excesses though don�t you? �Well he wasn�t always this way�, or maybe �He loves me really, he�s just had a lot going on lately�. When in fact that guy is ticked off and is also searching for love but his reaction is to go after what he thought he loved but he just wanted to use. Its all just a big screw up really. Over the past 30 years we lost our site on the goal. We went from one nation under God to well I am God. It really is sad to witness. But that is the way of things now. I know I was there and now I�ve found the truth yet again. Funny how we can run so hard from what was the source of what we needed the whole time. I looked for Love just about everywhere. I drank for it I smoked for it I played online games for it I wanted some freakin love and peace but I didn�t find it there. I tried to find it in new friends and well drinking buddies. Again I was drawing a blank. I though well maybe I can find it in me or even my work. Then I broke down and fell on my face before the Lord and well there it was�instantly. Just like the story of the prodigal son. God is Love. It�s the truth and the sooner you realize the better off you�ll be. Course that�s just my opinion, I just happen to share it with the bible. |
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