Do you ever know the pain you caused?
Do you ever know what it's like to be hurt?
Do you ever think of the life you shattered?
Do you ever realize how cruel you are?
Do you ever think how it affected me?
Do you ever relish in that suffering?
Do you ever become afraid others will know?
Do you ever feel unsafe, because they do know.
Do you ever think back?
Do you ever regret?
Do you ever even know how to live in love.
~Shana~
October 3rd, 2001
This poem was inspired the same guy as "Ruins". You are the only person that I would truely like to see pay dearly for what you did to me. I hope some day you will feel the same sort of pain that you gave to me.