Sept. 22, 2002
I didnt get to sleep until nearly two in the morning, which is quite late for me., and then I had to get up at 8:00 to go mow a lawn. Atleast I get paid. Then I come home and mow my lawn and rake it. Atleast I get the satisfaction of helping my family. Right. I was so freaking tired, but then I had to babysit. It's all about the money, I can't stand kids sometimes, they are always complainging about something, so I just took a nap and then woke me up when they needed me. Man I really shouldnt be up, seeing as that tommorrow  (or later today) I have to get up early. Oh Well.

I've been thinking about what happened yesterday, and realized that I said some things that I should not have. Most of them started with 'f' and sounded similiar to truck. But I still wanted to kick that kid's butt, and would have if I had been given a chance where I wouldn't have been charaged with assualt. Maybe next time. I guess I'm still in a pissy mood again, oh well, maybe I should talk to someone.

I need a girlfriend or atleast want one. I got a girl in mind, but you never know. I may just go out on a limb and see if she will go to homecoming with me.

Anyways I'm going to bed,
Goodnight journal I love you,
ben
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