August 6, 2002
I was listening to MxPx today and some their songs struck a chord with me. Almost all their songs speak of teenage love, and it seems I am constantly thinking about who my wife will be. But it seems that most of today's girls are trouble, yet I long for the companionship of a girl, and I dont mean sexually; I want someone I can talk to, who can understand me, then hold me, and I can hold her back. I would want her to be a square girl who wouldn't go after the latest flavor, and I could trust her like a Rolex. Pretty much I would want her to be my best friend. The problem is that these seems so rare, and taken, and if they are square and not taken, it seems that I am afraid of the humiliation of rejection. I don't know what I am going to do, oh well, love ya journal.

Ben
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