6-27-2004 continued...
I cleaned my room today and washed my bedclothes.  I of course did all of this sitting down for the majority of the time.  Now I�m going to shred some old bills and crap because they are just a depressant and I don�t need that right now & I�m going through The Village for debt consolidation anyways.  Speaking of, I have to remember to pay them $225.00 this week.  Well, I�m going to start shredding some of those papers now.

11:07 pm:  So she finally peeled her ass off the couch about 9:00 and then went in to take a shower and did her usual pampering primping to look like a slut routine.  Then that guy pulled in the driveway and she left about a little after 10:00.  So I decided to brave the kitchen and dig myself a little counter top space to peel some potatoes to fry me up that fish.  Man was it good!  Gunter went nuts over it.  While I was trying to prepare it he was up on the counters where he could try to fit and in between my arms while I was trying to wash my dishes I had dirtied in the process.  Then he was in my feet and kept going back to our room to see if his bowl had been filled yet.  When it was done I filled his bowl and he pigged out (we both did) and now he�s crashed out sleeping with that full belly of his.

After I got done eating I went to the kitchen to finish washing up the frying pan and my plate.  In the mean time, the other roommate came home with an attitude from hell and started slamming stuff around like I was supposed to clean their shit up all day.  And she picked some things up and slammed them down and was moving crap from here to over there and what not.  Didn�t even say �hi� when she walked in the door.  Not one word since she came home.  I came back to my room and went into the bathroom to take my shower and just as I was going into the bathroom she was going in her room and saw where I was going and let out a big breath of air and rolled her eyes at me!  B*tch!!  Bring it!!  I was here cleaning my own stuff today rather than going over to my ex-boyfriends and screwing him all day like you!!  So I took my shower and while I was in there I kept wondering what thin feels like.  Do you feel like you�re going to float away?  I don�t know and I hope to find out someday.  I always tend to think of weird things like that when I�m in the shower.  Must be something in the water.  I got out of the shower and right there is the medicine cabinet so I got to see myself in fully glory which I always try to avoid at all costs.  �Wow, there has to be a thin healthy person in there somewhere� was all I could think of.  Put the robe on and went into my room, shut the door.  Next thing I hear is Miss Attitude going into the bathroom and slamming the door.   Excuse me for wanting to be hygienic!  33 days or so to go!  Too long if you ask me.
6-29-2004
10:25 am:  Started my first official first day at Wal-mart yesterday at 8:30pm-mindnight.  I though I was going to die!  My feet and back hurt so bad!  I didn�t sit down even once during that time.  When all was done, I went out to my car to come home and when I got in my muscles were so stiff that tears come out of my eyes trying to get into my car.  I don�t know how much of this I can take.  Now tonight I have to work from 8:30-3:00am.  What was I thinking taking on a part-time job on top of my full-time job?Why did I do this to myself?  Who knows?  Kill me now and put me out of my misery.

7-10-2004
2:04 pm:  So it�s pretty much been forever since I�ve typed in this thing.  Basically to put in a nutshell I finally have today and tomorrow off from both places and so glad about it.  I�ve started my packing today of the things that are mine and mine only because I don�t know when I will have another weekend like this and I have to get it done or it will be a mad rush to pack and I will forget lots of stuff.  I figured while I am relaxed and while my head is clear, I might as well start on it.

I don�t know how I am surviving at Wal-mart.  My body aches so bad even after a 4 hour shift.  I sweat like a hog in an Atlanta summer and I�m sure that�s really cute looking at the customers.   I feel so out of place because I am not like the other cashiers.  They are all small and tiny and petite and rush right through their customers.  I have to take my time because if I go too fast I feel winded and like I�m going to pass out and then the sweat faucet really gets going. I am going to go for now.  Have to put my boxes away before the roommates from hell get home and start complaining about that too.

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