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2-9-2005 |
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11:50pm I got a call earlier today from my Dr's office stating that they needed to see me tomorrow. I asked if it had anything to do with my test results and she said that she can't say...they just need to see me tomorrow. Um...ok. So I thought that this is weird because they always just tell me my results over the phone. I immediately started freaking out. All that went through my mind was that I am going to have surgery for this now and that they're going to take out my ovary and on and on...I guess I'll have to see what tomorrow brings at 3:45pm when my appointment is scheduled for...Did I mention before that PCOS sucks?
I got into another 'discussion' with my dad today. We were talking about how I have to go to the Dr. tomorrow. We got on the subject of my bypass surgery again. I explained to him that my body over produces insulin because of my PCOS, and that causes my body to store fat with anything that I consume. I explained for the hundreth time that to lessen the symptoms I have to loose weight and that this surgery will force me to loose the weight. It's like talking to a brick wall. Then the questions start with that tone of voice of his that makes me feel guilty, "Are you sure you want to do this?". "Do you know what you really want?" "I just don't understand why you don't eat smaller portions..." Whatever. |
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2-12-2005 |
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12:47pm I got a nice surprise today! I got a flower delivery from some dear friends for my birthday!!!! I never get flowers! I bawled of course. The boys ran and hid under thr couch. They didn't know what to think. But now they're fine. My birthday isn't until later on this week, but they knew I would be home today...Very smart individulas!!! Now that I think of our conversation from last night..she did ask me if I was going to be home all day today...I never gave it a second though until just now.....HA!! |
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I went to the Rascal Flatts concert last night and it was so much fun! Besides the drunks and annoying pushy teenage girls it was great! Blake Shelton, the opener, grabbed my hand and I got my hand touched by Joe Don and touched his leg...I got a little excited....
Well, I went to the Dr. and the good news is that the one large cyst went away BUT there is another larger one there with 2 smaller ones on either side of it. OH GOODNESS!!!! So now they're going to see if they won't go away by themselves now too. I also underwent diabetes testing again. Waiting to hear those results. My arm is purple from all the blood they took and from all the times they poked me. Ok, that is down and done with...next appointment...psych test....Tuesday.... |
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