Inspiratore
Everybody's addicted
To many things, all at once
And if addiction is a dependency, then I'm addicted to breath
And I'm sure that one day I'll be addicted to someone else's breath
A slow, deep, peaceful breath
Convincingly close
I've finally discovered where my unease stems from...
When I fall asleep, and I hear the other humans in the house
Living and moving and having their being...
I lie there, and hear them BE...
And it is their world I get lost in
Their world that takes my consciousness
Which is why I fall asleep in the arms of Coltrane so many nights
To wake up in the arms of Coltrane
(or Sting or Horace Silver or Susan Graham or Cecilia Bartoli)

When it's 2am, and all the other breaths in the house
Are deep and rhythmical
And I can listen to Jan Garbarek's "We Are The Stars"
With a velvet sky through my bedroom window...
And it's just me, simply me... sentient and knowing,
Listening to the snatches of truth hiding in the silence
Staring at the moon till my eyes burn
Aware of nothing but the air stroking my throat

Then... things make sense. Because time is thick like toffee, and bends and shifts to my will. I'm not lost there, because there's only me. And it's where I am safe.
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