I didn't save America when it was attacked,
or save your life when that building fell.
I didn't come to your rescue when your plane crashed,
or save that baby's life when a building came falling on him.
I didn't fly that plane that crashed into the Pentagon,
or the one that crashed into the World Trade Center.
I didn't die with you,
or comfort you when you where sad.
But I
Did pray for you when I screams,
and when I saw you jump
and I prayed for your children
when they heard the horrible news.
It's time
to make everyone feel safe again,
and find who did this to your poor soul
If only
we saw it coming, maybe we could
have saved at least one more life.
You say you love me,
You say you care,
You say that you will always be there.
But today I have a challenging question.
Will you?
Will you love me the same?
Will you play with me all day?
Will you still hold me tight?
If I told you my secret tonight?
I shall tell you, and we shall see.
You will know soon enough.
I will tell you now.
My secret has been held in me tight,
Since I found out that night.
You see I am a lesbian,
You say you love me,
You say you care,
But will you still be there?
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The pain you cause me,
You probably don't even know it's there.
The tears you cause me.
Will they ever cease?
Why can't you love me?
Just like I love you.
You'll never know.
Life without you doesn't make any sense.
But to you I'm just a friend, just a thing
on the side.
Can't you stop that?
Stop the beauty, stop the cuteness.
I can't take this, me loveing you.
Would it ever be possible for you to feel
the same?
I don't care anymore.
I'm over you,
I'm done with you.
But I still love you,
I still care.
I just can't take the pain.
I love you, do you love me?
I know you don't, but I can't help to care.
And it starts all over again.
I love you.
I love you.
I can�t.
I shouldn�t.
You hate me,
But I love you.
My heart betrays me,
It says it�s possible.
My mind knows different,
Knows the truth.
My heart just won�t accept not being
With you.
I really love you,
I really care.
I shouldn�t want to.
These things I can�t control.
Why am I too young,
Why not older?
I love you.
Love binds,
Love tears,
Love in twines itself in your soul,
Love hates,
Love cares,
Love rips,
Love kills,
Love loves,
But most of all love makes the world fall from beneath your feet.
I want to be with you,
To hold you,
To hug you,
To love you.
I want to be near you,
To hear your voice,
To comfort you,
To grow old with you,
I want to be with you.
The thing I cling to,
The thing that holds me.
Your love makes me whole.
I have this feeling,
Like something�s wrong.
My biggest fear may be coming true.
Please don�t let your love go away.
Just don�t love her,
Not like I love you.
Your love holds me together,
Just please don�t take that away.
Your rope is wrapped so tightly around me,
Twisting,
Binding,
Holding,
Unable to move,
Unable to breathe.
I can�t speak,
I can�t move.
Your restraint tightens.
It hurts.
You say I can,
But yet I still can�t.
Binding, restraining, twisting.
Immobile am I,
Unable I am.