I want to believe.
I don't want to think love is something I will wait for all my life. I want to look into your eyes and know I found it.
Why should I wait? I want to be happy NOW. I want to wake up and find you by my side and grow sleepy at night looking at you. I don't want these cold sheets in my bed anymore.
Life is only one, it's a corny phrase, I know..but it's so true. I think only old people feel the intensity of that, when they realize it's too late to do all the things they missed when they were still young.
I don't want to miss another day without you. Another night. I want to say how much I love you and feel the way I used to a year ago. It is magic and I am so lucky I felt it...(I feel it).
I had a great time last night. Laura came from Mexico for some days and we went dinner with the girls.
She is so in love with this mexican guy. Her eyes sparkles when she talks about him. They are getting married next january, first in Buenos Aires, later in Guadalajara. I smiled as she spoke but inside my heart was breaking. Vivi glanced at me. Laura and Jaime met in a chat room.
I pray to God everynight for your happiness. I repeat what I told you eight months ago, if this makes you happy, then it's ok for me (inspite of the pain). Eventually I will learn lo live with it.
But if this doesn't make you happy then I swear to God I will carry all the weight of this story over my shoulders and make all the steps by myself.
This is so scary, I know. I look at you and think all the time that I will stand in front of you and you will think "oh, is this tiny woman the one I fell for?"...:)
Yes, I have little wings, but they are not broken at all. Nothing will discourage me at this point. Nothing of what you might say, nothing at all...
I am so scared. Love is so scary. That's why I think only a few are chosen for that incredible adventure. But I will prevail.
I want to look into your eyes and see myself in them. And I want you to do the same. I know this will happen, someday, somehow.
I want to believe.
June 25
I believe in love, it�s all we got
Love has no boundaries, costs nothing to touch
War makes money, cancer sleeps
Curled up in my father and that means something to me
Churches and dictators, politics and papers
Everything crumbles sooner or later
But love, I believe in love
I believe in love, it�s all we got
Love has no boundaries, no borders to cross
Love is simple, hate breeds
Those who think difference is the child of disease
Father and son make love and guns
Families together kill someone
Without love, I believe in love
Without love I wouldn�t believe
In anything that lives and breathes
Without love I�d have no anger
I wouldn�t believe in the right to stand here
Without love I wouldn�t believe
I couldn�t believe in you
And I wouldn�t believe in me
Without love
I believe in love
I believe in love
I believe in love
