13.May.00
         That's right, it's that time again!!! It's time to get naked and do the funky chicken!!! Now everyone STRIP!!! Alright that's enough, no one wants to see that!! I don't care if it's a birthmark put it away!!!
   Hi... I hope you didn't mind that to much.. by now you should have figured out that I'm not always here.. and I don't mean in the physical sense. Anyway... I just thought I'd write a quick update on whatever seems to be running through my brain.
   First, I want to apologize for that last rant, I've been really sick this last week and really irritable... probably thinking PMS right? God knows... but honestly, people on the road really do piss me off. I don't want to be driving around and get run off the road by some middle-aged, or elderly idiot that should have their license revoked... Notice I left out teenagers as we're just inexperienced, not senile. Granted we all have days where we make stupid mistakes, but that's all part of learning... the other groups have no excuses!!
   Now I'm going to go back to my first rant that ever I did. Guys still confuse the hell out of me, but I was somewhat right. When I questioned if the contradictory behavior patterns of males being attributed to a fear of rejection, I was right, and have been told so by a few of my friends. Apparently, guys really have feelings!! I know it's amazing, and sometimes, they lose their feigned confidence and become frightened that a gentle creature like a female could hurt them. Actually it's kinda refreshing to know they have feelings. Honestly, how often do you see a guy shed tears... now I'm not talking the kind that will shed tears over just about anything to a point where as females we are embarrassed even to be around, I'm talking the genuine tears of heartbreak and happiness. Now, if you males were offended by this, I do apologize...
  And finally the update about Backstreet Boys and N*Sync... done with them.. the music is still tolerable but god does it have to be on all the bloody time? So now I guess, kudos to my friend Mike, it's on to Britney Spears.. ugly little hussy with a really interesting sound, and one good song... Oops I did it again. yes I do like it. don't know why just do... kinda catchy gimme a week and it'll all be over with.

Well dears I think that about covers it... I'm tired and I'm going to bed.. love you's! Night Night!!!