12.August.00
          Well guys, here's the newest update on my rants. I'm probably going to comment on all of them except for the censorship one, cause that was written by my dear friend Andy, who is an aspiring bum. Seriously, he's moving to new york to become a bum and I'm almost certain it will work out wonderously for him. But anyways moving on to the update!!!! :) Buckle your seat belts here we go....
    
      Sorry, you're not going to find something exceptionally exciting in this part of the update, cause I cannot explain "Random Oddities" to you or myself.. that was probably induced by lack of sleep... good lord I am sorry for that one.... anyways on to the next part. "How do I love thee, let me count the ways...." Not much has changed about that one. I did write that rant I spoke of, but it was up for about a week before I thought the better of it. My heart isn't quite as broken, and I've been going through all the normal crap one has to deal with.... at least I have people around will to listen to me whine and complain. Thank god it doesn't happen too often. I still recommend my poem "The Player" located in poetry corner.

        Hmmm what's next? oh yes! Bible Beaters! These assholes still piss me off. Honestly who hell can act that damn holy. One of my dearest friends started that whole "God Bless" thing and I had to tell her not to cause she's not _____________. (Some of you know who I'm talking about but I'm not about to write who it is.)  "Senior Year Blues". They're still here and in fact they're getting worse. I had a college visit yesterday and I was just not entirely too impressed. Unfortunately eliminating that college leaves me with no second choice.... I was thinking about going back to Madison if they'd only mail me back!!!!! (hint hint hint if you happen to be from that campus). My impending audition isn't helping much... in fact it terrifies me. If I could I would just remove that from the list of requirements... I'm good just gimme a chance!!! :)  But it's something that must be done. I'm scared to go away to some where, where I know no one. But everyone does it. And the whole Dawson's Creek scenario still scares me.

     Now what? LOVE STINKS!!! Oh yes indeed it does! I have actually made the conscious decision to not date for a very long time. Men are too cruel, and I can't handle it anymore, besides as long as I have my dog, I don't need a man. My dog eats when he's told, pees when he's told, sits when he's told and comforts me when I'm sad which is more than I can say for the other half of the species. Oh well... "Musician's Rant" I'm not updating this one cause I know you could care less.... cause I could care less...

  "Untitled". I stand by every word of it. I don't know what else to say other than that I don't want to be hurt anymore... I'm tired of crying myself to sleep nearly every night because of some asshole male. You're not worth it.