09.July.00
Would it be too much to ask for some god-damn air conditioning? Seriously!!! I'm not pissed about the heat cause i love it... I pissed because i can't tune my god damn piece of shit violin. Those pegs are stuck and aren't gonna move anytime soon. I am so god damnedably tired of trying to practice when my bloody violin decides it's not going to fucking tune. I don't think so.... that hunk of wood is about to be thrown against a god damn wall and I don't care if it cost $2,000+ right now I think that for that much fucking money someone would have been able to ensure that I would not be angry right now. My mother thinks that it's defective right now. but the pegs swell in the humidity. I just want to be able to sit down... tune it.. play it and put it away... right now my hands and teeth are so damn sore from trying to coerce that P.O.S(piece of shit) into tuning. why can't it be like some stupid band instrument and work when you fucking want it to. You know something... this might be a good time to find out how long a violin will burn... and then find out if rosin (the stuff on the horse hair) smells funky when it's smoldering..... To give you an idea as to how hard it is to tune right now... I have spent the last hour trying to tune it, and the other day I was walking with it on my shoulder and I walked right into a door way and all i did was knick the finish.... the pegs did not budge... I am so sick of this... it's time to be a rock star with it and start beating the violin on a hard surface... I may want to be a violin major but this isn't worth it... if any of you know how to fix this problem... i am begging you... PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE e-mail me... I just want a violin that works...
I told you I would write one once I found something that pissed me off... I apologize for the profanity.