| 22.May.01 Hello. I thought I'd write on my webpage.... now that I can finally access it. Yes that's right. Geocities has been being a little bitch of late... either that or it was just my computer... probably the latter of the two considering that my computer is retarded..... I think I'll name it sigmund. :) Well I've entered the last stretch of my high school career and goodness gracious it's about bloody time!!! I'm ready to be done and over with it. I had a lovely day today. The sweetest guy upon the face of the earth came up just to see me today. I don't know why he's so retarded over me, but I'm not going to question a good thing too much. I'll question it some though cause if I were to just accept it... that would not be my style. So yes, these last few weeks have been wonderful. I'm going to miss him dreadfully when I leave for my month in Germany on June 12th (and yes that means no updates, but I'll journal and post when I get home). I'll be home on July 10th. I can't wait though. I've been pretty stressed lately. I'm even starting up my usual love for insomnia. It's sooooo fun. (please tell me you can see my sarcasm) I am so tired right now I don't know what to do with myself. I'd love to just curl up on a nice fluffy couch and fall asleep in front of a fire (in a fireplace) with the breeze blowing in... however since i have none of those things... I have to fall asleep in my room on my bed... but my reality has one thing that will help me fall asleep that the fantasy doesn't.... the smell of him on my pillow. *sigh* I know.. I'm retarded, but I'm cute. You have to give me that, and although it would be hilarious, at least I'm not too incoherant to write this entry... this entry could be about how purple effalunts dancing in green ballgowns on the hills of Siberia while singing to wolly mammoths wearing monkey pelts... and we all know how interesting that could be... or I could be writing about.... Jelly Bean Racism and it's effects on the Easter Bunny's psychological outlook. Who knows.. maybe the Easter Bunny is partial to the yellow ones and finds the red ones to be incredibly upsetting because he saw some wolf eat his bunny mother when he was little so now when he sees the red ones he can only think of her blood all over the white snow... or something like that. Or I could even compare Ozzy Osbourne's freakish yet lovable style to that of Freddy Mercury... I mean the early Freddie though... he got kinda freaky at the end.... Kinda reminded me of a very masculine woman.... with a mustache.... only different. But no... I won't talk about that... well then again the whole effalunt thing would be a fun topic.... cause I'm pretty sure you guys don't want to know about my sex life anymore than I'm willing to tell my mother I have one. :) But no! This is a serious entry... time to put on our serious faces... damnit!! quit giggling!!! if you can't keep a straight face, how do you expect me to???!!? Mulder - knock it off, I know you're about ready to fall over laughing at me... Anyways... I was gonna be serious, but I forgot what I was gonna be serious about.... hmmmmmm think think think think.... damn it... don't you hate it when this crap happens? bla bla bla.... hmmmmm guess it wasn't too important. I think I'll just go on to a completely unrelated subject.... have you ever just stared at a word and then it suddenly just looks incredibly wrong? Like it doesn't belong in the world? Doesn't if just make you wish that you could eliminate it, only it turns out to be one of those words you can't function with out? Such as "The" you can't really talk without it.. only it looks freakish. Threeve looks better than that! oh well... Oh yeah!!! I was going to get nostalgic!!! insight is so much fun sometimes... yes I am having a blonde day.... only minus the blonde hair... and the whole cheerleading thing... and the whore part.. but otherwise pretty much the same thing.... screw nostalgia.. it is so 2 years ago.... literally. I'm gonna go now. |