| 25.January.02 Well it's been a long time since I've written here, but I guess publishing my problems has been the last thing I've wanted to do all month.... Well it's been a trying and difficult month for me.....Logan met my mom. And I dare say she hated him. She was cold, unresponsive, rude, and if she were to hear me say that she would somehow manage to counter that very statement with her own version of what happened. But such is life. I've been trying to make things work between them, but it's like that phrase... something about leading a horse to water and not being able to make them drink... you know what i mean. It's just so hard. Paul (the oldest of my brothers) would barely speak to him. I didn't help much I suppose.. but it's not often you have an accompanist right there willing to play almost anything for you. I just don't get it though. Dad's side adores him, yet Mom's is acting like "oh well, she'll grow out of it sooner or later and things will be as they should be." But I suppose that's just the way it's gonna be. They can't and won't see him as I do. I just wish they'd accept him. I could have had worse. Oh well. It'll work itself out... |