13.August.00
Love is something I was raised to believe in. It's supposed to be this wondeful thing, and maybe it is somewhere. I admire everyone who's had it good. All of you who have someone to love, but someday eventually either you're going to leave that person, or they're going to leave you and perhaps you'll love again, but I doubt it. Sure there are people you say you love, but there's only one person out there who can read you that well, and there's only one person out there who can read your thoughts and dreams and support you in all that you do. So you say you love someone. Do you? There is a difference between loving someone and being IN love with someone. And no matter what it's all going to end in tears. No way to avoid it, and once you've lost it all you can do it bear that weight that hides in your heart, and pray it'll go away some day. Maybe it will maybe it won't, but either way you're going to spend a lot of night crying about it. Too bad people don't get that sooner in life... That way they can save those sacred words of "I love you" for someone it's really true for. oh well... I can't change the world....
Peace
Aimee