| 13.February.01 Like the color? I thought blood red would be fitting for my Valentine's Day rant. I'm sick of hearing about this retarded holiday. Honestly! Why is it that I have to suffer through this lame-ass holiday, congratulating all those happy couples out there for being socially acceptable with at "Happy Valentine's Day!" Last year someone walked by me and said happy valentine's day and I had to restrain myself from saying "Fuck you too". I would quite honestly like to see this Halmark holiday stricken from time. However, I know I'm a minority in this little club throughout the world. I'm sick of having to listen to people bitch "I'm not gonna see my sweetie tomorrow" as opposed to the other 364 days out of the year that they do see them and underappreciate their significant other, while I on the other hand can only attract pedophiles and complete and utter assholes who feel it their life's mission to ensure that I have no self esteem. Guess what. I don't so their mission is done before they start, does this mean I can actually find someone who will treat me like a real person, but I guess that's asking way too much isn't it? Instead I find people who are willing to screw me, both sexually and mentally, while I sit there and am willing to give them everything that I am, but all they want is a piece of ass and maybe some fragmented conversation, but either way, it's not me they want. Just some easy girl who wants a little affection every now and then because it's the only way she'll ever feel alive. The story of my disjointed and pathetic life... so entertaining isn't it? Well I'll leave you to your valentine's day festivities..... have fun...... losers... |