| 16.December.00 This will be my last entry for a while. I figure you guys really don't care... in fact I'll be surprised if anyone actually reads these. Besides, my being depressed 95% of the time isn't interesting. It's pathetic. So it's either get busy living, or get busy dying. I'm sorry I'm pathetic. I'm sorry I can't fix myself, but why the hell does anyone need to know if I'm upset. I need to "grow up about 5 years" and stopping letting everyone see my "10 year old coming out." Which is exactly what this is. I'm pathetic. I'm a melodramatic child. I'm a loser. I'm selfish. I'm egotistical. I'm hypocritical. I'm immature. I'm sorry. Aimee |